What you know about Jasmine is true that sometime you figured I feel uncomfortable every time joining you with Jasmine. That's true. But you know why I felt that way? okay now situation changed. You will never guessed Jasmine's opinion towards me, never trust you will; even she told you so. Know what I'm saying? Sort of, Jasmine is a perfect human for you, she won't hate someone long enough. Just like she won't mad on you and so do you, but for all of it, that's your own opinion. I'm not blaming anyone here, I'm just want to be honest. I don't hate her, turns out I like her, but with the way of my own selfish position, I chose to "avoid" her, just to prevent something that might happen. You see, sometime you're like a satellite to her, was like notice each and every of her movement, I knew you cares a lot. And that's a good friend. Anyway moving on, the meaning that I said about the avoid, was like stay away from her before I did something she might hate it. On the other hand, it's hard to be myself, I have to pretend someone else that she can compatible with. I almost got it, but it's still kinda hard for me, and basically you too, I can see different you in front of her. Well not all the time, may be driving me insane if you're changing all the time.
What I want to say is ... Well anyway this was all my selfish thoughts, just figured that I should say it, after all my thoughts demand me to keep talking, if this ever makes you angry, I'm sorry. And uh I don't know how to continue this post, so I'm gonna stop right here. It's just my opinion.
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