2nd time since we all met.

Sometime I see other friends post pictures in their facebook showing which place they visit with friend at this time, Jealousy really came upon me, but I wasn't afraid that I did not had the chance. We had missed the chance going to Singapore Universal Studio last year, 2 weeks right before our SPM test.

I wasn't really sad for that, I decided to get my chances, my dad always ask me why didn't I organize a trip with my friends to other country instead of just going the same place over and over again. Actually, that makes point, but I don't think they have enough time for that.

Thus, we didn't really hanging out this year, except for my buddies of course. Other friends, phew! They don't even cares about it. Last week, finally YY organized a meet up, which all of us were invited, I didn't saw Siew Yen on the list so I think he probably knew what he's doing which it did not bother me. I declined, don't think I'm harsh, I really can't make it, I got tuition and all this stuff to do on Saturday. Few days before the event, Luyee told me YY got the date wrong, it supposed to be Sunday, I was like, what thee f...? I'm sorry, I got myself full scheduled that day. I feel bad for not going then she told me he did not go either, maybe because just a few person going. So then, Lu Yee organised a gathering to makeup the event which YY created. A Barbeque party.

We talk about it for awhile, Lu Yee and I. It was actually her sister's birthday party, but her sister ask her to invite her friends too, well I think some that attended Lu Yee's birthday party last year won't mind going because they already meet them. Today Lu Yee got furious about the attendance and ask YY to make up his mind now. They got the EPIC LOOP conversation ever.

I laughed for awhile and decided to post it. XD

For some reason, I really hope that Wei Keong will attend this event, so I called Lu Yee to ask him whether he want or not, its his decision so I'm not giving any comment.

Well, At least I've tried.

I got my first customer.

I have been working Unifi for 2 days and I didn't expect I will get a customer on call. Today, suprisingly one customer call me and ask for information, then I called Jimmy to call her, he said he got her and she will come to sign tomorrow, even though I will not be there while she signing, I ask Jimmy whether I can get the commission, he told me that the whole commission will be mine. Hey, RM149 isn't a small number though. XD

偶然、必然？

My first Aunt raise 2 children, a son and a daughter, Brian and Yuuko, 22 years old and 17 years old respectively. They're quite a humour sibling.

Yuuko has a boyfriend we nicknamed YaoYao, they have been together like 3 years already, but last month when I wanted to greet a Happy Birthday to my cousin Yuuko, I realised they are no more in relationship, on facebook. And weeks later they are no more friend, on facebook. Few days after they broke up, cousin Brian got a new girlfriend. I was like WTF?!

I was thinking, is he bored to my cousin already? My cousin once told me he's not good enough for her, but then months later she told me again that they are fated to be partner, she wanted to marry him after graduate, I was like you're kidding right? I can see that he's not good at all, he gamble, he smoke and he drink, what more? He's personality already over my bounderies, but then I realised Love puzzled peoples' eyes. On my condition, he is out from the list far far away, I tried so hard asking my cousin to think twicely, but she just can't let go him.

She given too much for him, he will not dare to face me if he meet me somewhere someday, just saying. Well I checked my cousin blog too, she deleted all the post which talks about them, replaced only one post. A new month, I can still survive without him. I'm glad and sad at the same time. I'm happy that she grew up a bit, but I'm just worried, is she given up already? I doubted. D=

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たっだ一人。

他想必也太过分了吧。
Ｙｏｕ－Ｋｎｏｗ－Ｗｈｏ
たっだ一人です、すれからあの人もしてる。しょがないですね。

Confident.

Confidence, what is confidence? You need confidence in your everyday. Just skim on my article if its boring, hey its the first that I blog in this type of composition so shut up. =P

I salute people that borned confidence, under my not-too-low investigation, they are practically exist. People need confidence to face their future and they have to conquer their fear. In the annals of my life, I have never tend to conquer my fears.

And then one day when I'm surfing on YouTube, I found out the video bubz just posted,  What does Confidence mean to you? If you think about it, Confidence is important. You need confidence to do well in a work interview, you need confidence to meet new people, you need confidence to perform your highest potential in anything you do. And I know that everyone has their self conscious on how well they perform themselves in life or what other people around thinks about you. As for that, I think you will just have to ignore what people thinks about you, like saying you're not beautiful enough, your clothes ain't presentable enough or something. That were their thoughts, I would considered they are using words to influence me just because THEY don't have enough confidence, I fear when I heard them saying. I met peoples like this, they like to talk about thing that irrelevant with what I'm doing to reckless my mind, but I don't understand why they just can't see things more optimistic. They should have review the failure themselves.

In the video, she apocalypse that there are some quick methods on how to be confidence but as well they are not permanent. You can give yourself a makeover, wear nice clothes and improve your posture. They will all help to make you FEEL confident but only to a certain extent.

She was like decimate the negative thoughts in our mind, well in my circumstances, she does in the distinctive way, though she gives a lot of beauty tutorial but she always mention about how perfect was her imperfection, well that's the origin of her confidence, probably.

Some commentary mention that because she's beautiful enough, I think that she's the mentor who gives revelation for everyone to becoming more beautiful, but those imposter just trying to evolve controversy. She also having another comedy channel, I'm sure she's a spacious and well-lit everyday girl. I'm gaily that I subscribed her. =D I think that's the reason she has not much obstruction among her,its because she neglect her imperfection. She has enlightened me, I no need a divine to foresee my future.

"Being Confident will take time because it just doesn't happen over night. Some think that in order to be confident, you must be successful in some type of field (appearance, career, education, talent etc) first. Is this really true? Nope. I don't think anybody can FULLY be confident in everything in life. This is because we are going to be in difficult situations throughout life. However, being able to overcome them is what strengthens us."


Despite how people thinks of you, trust yourself. That you are more than everything.

Love, Cherrin.

Chester See, Living the Good Life.

flat tire on the side of the road
you’re late for work, you forgot your phone
seems like everything’s going wrong
try your best to keep things cool
with everything going wrong that’s hard to do
the list goes on and on and on

when life throws you down (yeah)
put a little smile on your face.
life’s not all rainy days.
it ain’t really that bad
(yeah yeah yeah)
wash your troubles away
take a little moment to say
i’m living the good life

spilled coffee on your shirt yesterday
in parking lots we call freeways
ohhhh, i’m living in la
your mailbox are full of bills
it has it’s way to make you feel like
throwing up your hands!
screaming out loud!

when you’ve hit the ground
put a little smile on your face.
life’s not all rainy days.
it ain’t really that bad
(yeah yeah yeah)
wash your troubles away
take a little moment to say
i’m living the good life

even at your low, someone wishes they were you,
and would trade places in a heartbeat
to taste the life you do.
so when you feel like life’s too hard,
you feel like giving up,
think of everything and everyone that says you’re the lucky one.

put a little smile on your face.
life’s not all rainy days.
it ain’t really that bad
(yeah yeah yeah)
wash your troubles away
take a little moment to say
i’m living the good life
(i’m living the good life)
i’m living the good life
(i’m living the good life)
oh yes i am
i’m living the good life, yea-yeah

June 3, I forgot to post.

What to say, nothing much happens this week, the only thing different is I'm working now. Well, helping I prefered. I'm kinda depressed on this situation. Why? I am worrying about my Pre-U tuition fee, resources fee, et cetera. Most people from my mother side ask me to stop further studies and start working. They just don't know how much that hurts me, if I only owned abilities like my brothers, I mean not well in studies, I would think of stopping. But now, I'm not. Other people just encourage me not to worry. I'm sorry, maybe you can, but I can't.

For some reason, I am now the only one might get chances to get to Pre-U, even my sister didn't score enough for Pre-U, she hate maths. Why can't someone led me to positive thinking? Don't just ask me to runaway from problem, that doesn't solve! I can't control my emotional now, Physical and Mental.

It probably would cost me a lot more money for Pre-U than Diploma, but it just worth a try. I knew it! After that, I will try my best to get myself applied in Kentucky's College in US. It wasn't a famous college, but the one who got picked in hundreds will get scholarship from US, Bachelor Degree for 4 Years. I will try to find another school who can accept me after Pre-U and TOEFL. TOEFL is the only way since I'm not going to take SAT.

I get insomnia for like half year, I just don't know what am I thinking? I just can't sleep well. Even though I wake up on 6 in the morning, I still stay up to 3 ~ 4 midnight. I am so done with it.

Now, it's only matter of time. Well, probably matter of money too.

I might regret the pathway I chose now, it will be more tougher than I thought it was. But, someone once told me, "Do not regret things that you have done, Do regret things that you never try." Inspired from one tweet in twitter, that's the biggest reason why I love using twitter, tweeters always gives clues and ways for me.

I seriously miss High School now, I regretted things that I never tried in High School, when where I can still act sarcastic.

I start making YouTube video nowadays, even though my friends don't like to be insight, I will still make them. I was inspired by Bubz/Lyndi, she gives me a lot confidence whenever she posts a video. I was going to take Mass Communication or Multimedia when I decided to make video, but GuangYing still ask me to choose Business. Once I went to Pahang where I ask which is the best subject for me. They told me Management, I don't really trust them because I don't like management. Time flies, everytime when I'm on a case, my mother will laugh out loud and says business management fits me well. Now, I can feel like trusting it because I realised. It was like I finally get the point. Come to think of that, Mass Communication and Multimedia, I can able to study until Bachelor Degree, for Business Management, I can study until Master or Ph.D but I'm not going to go so further if I can't get to Kentucky's.

The world helps me a lot, at least my parents still can afford me, I guess.

Destiny eh? We wasn't chosen to be in Account class because we wasn't made to be sitting in office, facing computer, telephone ringing and fax machine everywhere. Even though Business management needs Account, but it's just basic, I think I can do it. I felt relieved.

Well, since I still have time, I will take my time.

Sincerely, me. XD

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iPod

iPod just got stolen so I won't be posting in a while, and the post I promised Lu Yee had gone with the iPod so I have to think of some time to repost them. I will post about the iPod soon, too sad right now.

They are my families.

Even though Wei Wei was the most noisiest cousin I ever had, still she's cute because she looks about alike as Crayon Shinchan... XD

I realise animation.

X Box Animation!

Wii Animation

Window Vista Animation

Window 7 Animation

FreeDumb

That day I was YouTubing HigaTV, He mentioned Freedom sounds like FreeDumb.

Great day.

It was a great day visiting Buddhism and Hindu's temple with Foreigners from Kectucky, US.

I'm Awkward

Just Awkwards.

Gummy bears or gummy worms? >:)

Can I pick both? XD

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See, my dad is trying to delay my school intake, from March to May, to July and now January 2012. I doubt he did it on purpose, until I give up and start with a job. =/ I always complain to my grandma, saying that if he wanted to raise 5 kids, he should have at least let one of us study in college. Sometimes, I have to admit that my dad makes me give up on education. Why? Few years ago, probably Standard 4, he suddenly gather all of us and say that he would gift us anything we WANTED, even a house if our result ranked above half of the class, depands on the populations of our class. It's piece of cake for me and my sister since we always on Top 10. My dad did gift my sister what she wanted, a bicycle. Until then, I thought I was going to take my prize but my dad told me he spent quite a lot money for the bicycle so he can't afford another one for me, I felt cheated. Then I simply pick a doll in store so I can quickly end this awkwardness. After that, My brother, He DID NOT ranked within half of the class population, but he gotten his gift, the same one my dad brought for my second brother on his last birthday. Unfortunatly, that gifts was more expensive than my sister bicycle. That's why I don't understand. I don't remember when was the last time I receive birthday pressent from my parents. Everytime I tells my grandma, she will be like Oh I never buy gift for your father and uncle too. Well for your infomation, you always tells me how poor was you in your day, I never told you that. I don't think that she seriously spent 200,000 for my uncle's achitecture studies. Who would believe that since achitecture for degree only 80,000 nowadays, and my uncle told me that he just taken Master course in Nottingham, it means, I don't believe it. Like the other day, she told me about her daughter's husband and her ex-boyfriend, saying that they dislike when the guy was a kid because he don't study and work as a lorry driver, and now he's a boss. Then I remind her that her Son-in-law don't have temper, Taiwanese and hard working. The words comes out after that makes me realised she really cares about money, because she mention again that that guy own business, a boss, and current son-in-law doesn't own a business. I was like, why are you so sensitive with the money? I wish my dad could know, sometimes grandma talks about my father and mother's stuff, she will ask me to go to her room and talk, avoid my father from hearing, because it's fake? Oh C'man!

... ... Where was I?
Ah... I realise I have to study for myself when I'm in Form 5, I don't live for people, I live for myself. I was born to make myself happy. Well, some subjects were like TOO LATE. After I graduated High School, my dad offered me the University of Nottingham, he said like he has been preparing my tuition fee for a long time. Now, Taylor's, he don't even wanna pay my registration fee even I asked him for money. Delay Delay Delay... I'm doubting, reasons will be made in future? Apparently, I just applied Cambridge school, 630 3 months, the first month will be an additional 110 for books. I've told myself, IF he's gonna find reason like Your mom just wanted me to waste another 4000 for... bbblah... I WILL pay myself, and as for Taylor's OR Nottingham, I will find another way without his help because I can't count on my own father anymore. I will move to my mother's office with my sister since she's staying there due to her working area. I'm not cruel, I just don't want others to be my拖油瓶.

I see everyone's parents, help her kids in education, help them search for schools and loan, pay their registration fee without hesitation (Since most of them loan PTPTN). My dad, offered Monash and Nottingham, ask me to deal with those documentary. As for now, he never ask for my school anymore, that's what makes me so sure about it. Now, I'm not afraid of what course should I take but whether can I enter a school or not.

I feel so shame if I wasn't able to study further. Change a sentence(Please don't hate me), I was once a Top student but end up with this crap.

That's it.

Simple upload

维多利亚西饼屋

维多利亚西饼屋
我，从小是被蛋糕和面包养大的。我出生到现在没有停止过，那是为什么我那么爱吃蛋糕和面包。不是说贵的蛋糕就是好吃的，当然我们的蛋糕店有时会接到一些顾客是要买便宜又好看的蛋糕来丢人什么的，说真的，虽然我们钱是赚到，可是我每次我收钱时，我都是紧紧的握着钱，很想把钱丢回给那些人，说我不想侮辱我们的蛋糕，但是我不想因为我，把这即将开业20了的蛋糕弄出新闻。我，曾经骂过一个跟我们买到RM100＋＋蛋糕的顾客，当然他还是给钱，可是他给少了，就因为那几块钱他说那天他订的是贵的材料，可是我给他便宜的，那天我明明已经说清楚了，我告诉他这是贵的，他拼命说是便宜的，根本就是要我把贵的当便宜买。他最后也丢了几句粗口给我，也跟我说他以后都不会来了，我也把他的蛋糕写得一塌糊涂（我不是故意的，不懂为什么会那么难看）他是办他孩子的生日会的，想必他也叫别人不要来。我跟我妈妈很外婆他们讲时，阿姨几乎责骂我了，外公不想我感到不安，就说我骂得好，叫我不要介意，他令我更介意。其实我阿姨也没错，这个蛋糕店不是我阿姨的，不过几乎一大半都是我阿姨包山包海抗完的。他教钢琴的，可是每当比如中秋节时，他要亲自去到工厂教他们做月饼，我很高兴说他以前是带大我的人。「我妈妈曾经告诉我，我舅舅不会读书，家中唯一的男孩，他们五个姐妹都很厉害读书。我舅舅做的蛋糕，不是要做最High Class的，而是「就算是穷人，也可以买到的蛋糕」或「全世界都买得起的蛋糕」」是我妈妈说的，我当下终于明白了，我也很尊敬他了（其实我以前不太喜欢他）。我每次都问，为什么舅舅不把蛋糕做到High Class一点然后把价钱调高。原来如此！
我，在我外婆家从来都不会饿死，只会肥死。因为他们实在是太疼我了，记得有一次外婆要我照顾我一个弱智的表弟（已经过世了）他要去市场买点东西，去前还跟我说他会去买一件衣服给我，当做是照顾表弟的谢礼，我当时还蛮惊讶的，如果现在我表弟还在而且不是弱智，他应该也Form4了。
每次有节日或活动，我们蛋糕店都会送蛋糕给他们，我阿姨每个星期五去孤儿院免费教他们钢琴时，都会带一个蛋糕给他们。我妈妈每次去慈济活动时，每当他们会员有人生日时，他们都会用我妈妈的名义得到免费的蛋糕，因为慈济是做善事的，收不到钱的，所以妈妈会出蛋糕一半的钱而另一半是外婆代表维多利亚捐的。中秋节时外婆舅舅会捐给大概5间孤儿院老人院各30个冰皮菜燕和普通的。
过年时是最爽的，以前也有卖很多零食，汽水冰淇淋糖果。外公只要一下令，整间店都是我们的了，因为我们可以任吃任喝。
以前我在那里过夜时，早上起来时看到外婆从冰箱里拿了汽水出去请那些正在除草的人喝。
每当母亲节时，我们大的都会到店里帮忙，小的就在后面玩，我想到我小的时候是在做工而不是在玩的，当时的我只懂得折盒子也只能折盒子，因为太小了，不过舅舅也有给我RM30当做劳工。现在母亲节只要我一到，每个人都觉得轻松了，因为除了四姨，只有我去工厂练过，所以动作很快。
维多利亚是93年开业的，在那之前是美美西饼屋（四姨的名）做饼的。所以我一直认为它是陪着我长大的。
所以每次我买别边蛋糕店里的蛋糕时，我还是会觉得，我们家的维多利亚是最好吃的。
我妈妈每次说他想搬去澳洲的维多利亚，因为他是维多利亚西饼屋出生的，所以才要。哈哈哈。


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Sunway College

Monash have to pass 77% in average 6 subjects in Canadian Pre-U, but Nottingham only 75% in average, but they require Mathematics and Science subjects.

Sunway coincident. =D

I was supposed to go to Sunway on Saturday, but my dad have to go to work on Saturday, I was mad actually, turns out we went there yesterday, as in Sunday.

I actually forgot to check whether Sunway College's office is open on Sunday. So I called Luyee and ask whether she can check for me, she wasn't at home but doubt to me that probably, NO. And then I called Narrie, because I knew Narrie applied for CAT in Sunway College. She don't know either, then I ask her to help me ask her friends whether one of them know or not. She didn't reply any answer because her friend didn't reply too. For the last moment, I call Xiuan, because Luyee told me that she sort of staying home 24/7. And she really DID. XD

She informed me 8am-5.30pm, and I was like Hey Thanks. Then my mom called her friend and ask the daughter who graduated from Sunway, she told us that office might now available today.

Well we have nothing to do, we planned on that, so we don't care much and VROOM to Sunway. When I am on my way to Sunway, my dad say if Sunway College's office is close then we will just hanging out in Sunway Pyramid. Alright, then Luyee SMS-ed me, saying that she is going to Sunway now and ask me whether I am. I was like Yeah! And I reply saying I'm on my way to Sunway. She entered Sunway's Parking Lot first but seems like we got our parking place first, my dad is so good searching for parking, well sometimes. XD

While we entered the mall, we heard barks from downstairs, Oh! Dog shows. Mhmm... And then we went in to a restaurant named "Ninja Joe" probably, I don't really remember, but the only thing I know is that that restaurant was a fast food restaurant, Pork Humburgers. My dad just ordered one set for us to share since we never try. It's tasty! Their French Fried Pack, Soft Drinks' Cup and Burger Pack was SO CUTE! Guess what? NINJAS!! Q-Typed NINJA! OMG! I didn't take a picture and my dad ask me whether I want him to take one their plastic for me, so I can keep it. LOL no, dad. XD

When we're eating, Legenda University called me and talk so much information and I was like Hmm... I'm now interviewing Sunway and Taylor, Legenda is too far for me. And he was like, we have allowence for you and London Degree from our school is higher ranking than Nottingham, well I mean Business only, and then I was like Mhm... let me think about it, how about sending me information via email first and I'll discuss with my parents. Phone closed. -Sighed- *Mom calling...* She handed me her phone for me and was like, Your friend. Oh, Luyee. XD

I told her where I am and she came to Ninja Joe too, but then we dismissed for awhile because we need to go to Sunway College. Sunway is not much like Nottingham.

Nottingham :-
(Reality, I have been there.)

100% same as I saw in this image. University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus was the most awesome school I have been.

Can you see how big was the School Area. All the white spot. <3 I wish I was there.

Engineer's Lab

And Sunway, I can't say it was not good. But it's just too crowded. Still the education is good. =D

If I can choose, Of course Nottingham. But since I didn't score 6B's in SPM, so I have to take A-level first, but I will score for AAA to ABB AT LEAST in A-level. Because of Nottingham.

Anyway, the enterance to Sunway College from Sunway Pyramid was a bit... cute. Because you have to walk through Sunway Lagoon, haha!! You can see many people playing underneat you.

Back on topic.
That day was raining heavy, we went back Sunway Pyramid with our clothes damp. And me and my mom search for my dad and brother in Harvey Norman, they were checking out the MacBook Air that thinner than an iPad. Just RM3000, cheaper than MacBook Pro I suppose.

My dad let me hang out with Luyee's family since they don't let her go alone. And we took picture with Ginger bread man. haha!! And NutCracker of course. XD

Luyee and Xiuan will be going to Saito College very very soon, I wonder when will be the next time we hang out again? For serious, I am so nervous and scared for my school intake, because they won't be like last time in primary and secondary school where my sister always be there with me.
Maybe I will Public my blog after my school intake. XD
Well I think I'll just stop right here. haha!!

And look what I just found in Luyee's thumbdrive!

Aw!! That;s us! I can't seriously believe it! My calculator is gone! Where are you darling? D:

Is he blaming him on something? I don't really remember... since I'm concerntrating on studies? I don't know why but I'm studying very hard for Economic but just got an E for all that!

Luyee took this secretly for sure!

Aw!! Last time I went to Aeon with Luyee and we had doughnuts for snacks!

Perharps it's the same day when we had the doughnuts, probably. Well I bet. XD We ask Iu Xiuan to join us when we went to get our LUNCH+DINNER=LUNNER in BarBQ Plaza.

She is just Adorable! <3

I'm sorry, all this belong to March 23, 2011. I forgot about it. XDD

It's all so alike that's why I don't upload... I guess.

That day - Saito College

We went to Saito College last few weeks ago. I'm sorry that I'm updating just right now. hahaha!!
Anyway! Let us story with Picture!

The consultant counselling Xiuan for some basic information of Media.

She seems so serious even though IF she don't get the point? LOL Joking!! Epic FACE!!

Xiuan's parents went to the interior design's showroom with us because Luyee is taking for the course.

Seeing other consultant counselling other walk-in students. I am the only one talking useless because I'm just a visitor? haha~~!!

Design of some place... probably... LOL

Aw! The drawing is freaking awesome even though I probably can did that too.

LOL EPIC+AWKWARD emotional. <3

I don't really know what's that... Chair? Luyee must've know that since she will be taking interior designing. XDD She probably will make me a special funiture or something in the future.LOL JOKING #JUSTSAYING!

They are so serious!! I'm such a NoobCakez! Haven't yet prepare for anything. DX

I took this picture when we were walking back to Xiuan's Car. XD

March 23, 2011 Release Date for SPM candidates 2010

When we arrived school and waiting outside our school's bus stop, we smiled awkwardly because the weather is freaking hot and so many PRO in Studies' student is standing on our left hand side. Thus, so many PRO in Gaming's student standing on our right hand side.

This is my Bloody Hard Pros' Secondary School, Contains 12A+ Students. haha!! Joking But Seriously.

So many student rushing in the hall to conquer their result. Good or Not-Really-Good depends on them, some of them get satisfied easily. haha!!

Oh about this... its uhm... a video... I took for few seconds... because I'm so bored waiting other talks about other stuff.

This is Winter Sim, Best FAG ever!! You can never ever find a friend alike this.

I notice why I'm only owning his picture, because he is the only one who can act public towards camera!! Other friend don't really want us to post any picture of them even if we have taken.

We usually nicked her as piggy because... haha for various reason.

This one here was nicknamed Kitty, Various reason too.

Oh!! Our table is so messy!!!

Piggy, and can I AT LEAST nicknamed myself Puppy because I don't want to called Dog, not nice!! And then Kitty!!

NOTES! It's so IMPORTANT that makes YOU HAVE to read for COMPULSORY!

Buddies Forever!! SecretRecipe!! I hope that even though we ended any relationship with LeSportSac and Gucci, the three of them still trust in each other, for best friend forever! Although I understand MAYBE I will be the next one being kicked out since we STUDY in different place BUT I still HOPING that it will never happen. Because I love you both more! <3