Wednesday, August 31, 2011

たっだ一人。

他想必也太过分了吧。
You-Know-Who
たっだ一人です、すれからあの人もしてる。しょがないですね。

Friday, August 19, 2011

Confident.

Confidence, what is confidence? You need confidence in your everyday. Just skim on my article if its boring, hey its the first that I blog in this type of composition so shut up. =P

I salute people that borned confidence, under my not-too-low investigation, they are practically exist. People need confidence to face their future and they have to conquer their fear. In the annals of my life, I have never tend to conquer my fears.

And then one day when I'm surfing on YouTube, I found out the video bubz just posted, 
What does Confidence mean to you? If you think about it, Confidence is important. You need confidence to do well in a work interview, you need confidence to meet new people, you need confidence to perform your highest potential in anything you do. And I know that everyone has their self conscious on how well they perform themselves in life or what other people around thinks about you. As for that, I think you will just have to ignore what people thinks about you, like saying you're not beautiful enough, your clothes ain't presentable enough or something. That were their thoughts, I would considered they are using words to influence me just because THEY don't have enough confidence, I fear when I heard them saying. I met peoples like this, they like to talk about thing that irrelevant with what I'm doing to reckless my mind, but I don't understand why they just can't see things more optimistic. They should have review the failure themselves.

In the video, she apocalypse that there are some quick methods on how to be confidence but as well they are not permanent. You can give yourself a makeover, wear nice clothes and improve your posture. They will all help to make you FEEL confident but only to a certain extent.

She was like decimate the negative thoughts in our mind, well in my circumstances, she does in the distinctive way, though she gives a lot of beauty tutorial but she always mention about how perfect was her imperfection, well that's the origin of her confidence, probably.

Some commentary mention that because she's beautiful enough, I think that she's the mentor who gives revelation for everyone to becoming more beautiful, but those imposter just trying to evolve controversy. She also having another comedy channel, I'm sure she's a spacious and well-lit everyday girl. I'm gaily that I subscribed her. =D I think that's the reason she has not much obstruction among her,its because she neglect her imperfection. She has enlightened me, I no need a divine to foresee my future.

"Being Confident will take time because it just doesn't happen over night. Some think that in order to be confident, you must be successful in some type of field (appearance, career, education, talent etc) first. Is this really true? Nope. I don't think anybody can FULLY be confident in everything in life. This is because we are going to be in difficult situations throughout life. However, being able to overcome them is what strengthens us."


Despite how people thinks of you, trust yourself. That you are more than everything.

Love, Cherrin.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Chester See, Living the Good Life.

flat tire on the side of the road
you’re late for work, you forgot your phone
seems like everything’s going wrong
try your best to keep things cool
with everything going wrong that’s hard to do
the list goes on and on and on

when life throws you down (yeah)
put a little smile on your face.
life’s not all rainy days.
it ain’t really that bad
(yeah yeah yeah)
wash your troubles away
take a little moment to say
i’m living the good life

spilled coffee on your shirt yesterday
in parking lots we call freeways
ohhhh, i’m living in la
your mailbox are full of bills
it has it’s way to make you feel like
throwing up your hands!
screaming out loud!

when you’ve hit the ground
put a little smile on your face.
life’s not all rainy days.
it ain’t really that bad
(yeah yeah yeah)
wash your troubles away
take a little moment to say
i’m living the good life

even at your low, someone wishes they were you,
and would trade places in a heartbeat
to taste the life you do.
so when you feel like life’s too hard,
you feel like giving up,
think of everything and everyone that says you’re the lucky one.

put a little smile on your face.
life’s not all rainy days.
it ain’t really that bad
(yeah yeah yeah)
wash your troubles away
take a little moment to say
i’m living the good life
(i’m living the good life)
i’m living the good life
(i’m living the good life)
oh yes i am
i’m living the good life, yea-yeah

Friday, August 12, 2011

June 3, I forgot to post.

What to say, nothing much happens this week, the only thing different is I'm working now. Well, helping I prefered. I'm kinda depressed on this situation. Why? I am worrying about my Pre-U tuition fee, resources fee, et cetera. Most people from my mother side ask me to stop further studies and start working. They just don't know how much that hurts me, if I only owned abilities like my brothers, I mean not well in studies, I would think of stopping. But now, I'm not. Other people just encourage me not to worry. I'm sorry, maybe you can, but I can't.

For some reason, I am now the only one might get chances to get to Pre-U, even my sister didn't score enough for Pre-U, she hate maths. Why can't someone led me to positive thinking? Don't just ask me to runaway from problem, that doesn't solve! I can't control my emotional now, Physical and Mental.

It probably would cost me a lot more money for Pre-U than Diploma, but it just worth a try. I knew it! After that, I will try my best to get myself applied in Kentucky's College in US. It wasn't a famous college, but the one who got picked in hundreds will get scholarship from US, Bachelor Degree for 4 Years. I will try to find another school who can accept me after Pre-U and TOEFL. TOEFL is the only way since I'm not going to take SAT.

I get insomnia for like half year, I just don't know what am I thinking? I just can't sleep well. Even though I wake up on 6 in the morning, I still stay up to 3 ~ 4 midnight. I am so done with it.

Now, it's only matter of time. Well, probably matter of money too.

I might regret the pathway I chose now, it will be more tougher than I thought it was. But, someone once told me, "Do not regret things that you have done, Do regret things that you never try." Inspired from one tweet in twitter, that's the biggest reason why I love using twitter, tweeters always gives clues and ways for me.

I seriously miss High School now, I regretted things that I never tried in High School, when where I can still act sarcastic.

I start making YouTube video nowadays, even though my friends don't like to be insight, I will still make them. I was inspired by Bubz/Lyndi, she gives me a lot confidence whenever she posts a video. I was going to take Mass Communication or Multimedia when I decided to make video, but GuangYing still ask me to choose Business. Once I went to Pahang where I ask which is the best subject for me. They told me Management, I don't really trust them because I don't like management. Time flies, everytime when I'm on a case, my mother will laugh out loud and says business management fits me well. Now, I can feel like trusting it because I realised. It was like I finally get the point. Come to think of that, Mass Communication and Multimedia, I can able to study until Bachelor Degree, for Business Management, I can study until Master or Ph.D but I'm not going to go so further if I can't get to Kentucky's.

The world helps me a lot, at least my parents still can afford me, I guess.

Destiny eh? We wasn't chosen to be in Account class because we wasn't made to be sitting in office, facing computer, telephone ringing and fax machine everywhere. Even though Business management needs Account, but it's just basic, I think I can do it. I felt relieved.

Well, since I still have time, I will take my time.

Sincerely, me. XD

Thursday, August 4, 2011

iPod

iPod just got stolen so I won't be posting in a while, and the post I promised Lu Yee had gone with the iPod so I have to think of some time to repost them. I will post about the iPod soon, too sad right now.