WTF!?

Today's Cherrin daily new strait time.
This days in Malaysia, Cherrin had copied and recorded some of the picture from the first video website-YouTube.
Here it's said, the government sucks. Right I know y'all are panic now because I said those word, I hate myself saying that too, because I'm Malaysian too, so are we.
Okay now, I think all of you guys know that Malaysia is a country for many kinds of religion. The most importantly, why are we Chinese treated unfair. Seriously I don't like racist or racism, blah! But just I wanna say. Stop worshipping people! We are human! Same that made by God! No one wants May 13 to repeat. Well some people wish to repeat again, if I know who's the he or she. I will smack his or hers head... Down! To the floor! Who want war to repeat!? I can't accept it!

Graduation

Literally I'm afraid of things, situation and other. And so I said these, I'm going to be graduate from high school two months later. As in 23 Oct 2010.
17 years of education is going to be end in that day after we graduated. Wheel of time still turning, infinity journey, time don't wait for each and any one of us. Not you nor me.
Basically we'll be having our trial SPM tests a few weeks later, as in the first day after Malay's new year. Eh... 20/09/2010-Ugh The Uh hmm... Well whenever is it, they will end in a date they should be. Right!
To my friends, you guys are great! And the best ever! Except for the final result I may be sad on it. NAH~ I won't. It should be great! I have no regret that I know you all. Maybe we sort of messing up things, but we settled every time. As I was saying, was like we treated each other as best friend, maybe I'm the only one or... Ah no! I'd be happy every time we have another meet up after graduated.
Everyone is 5 Topaz had being nice to me, oh maybe some was rude, but actually they have their good side we don't see as usual because the evil side seems to covered the good side. LOL I was just joking on that.
Seriously I'm not so happy about the pop band stuff. It seems so weird to me, I got no faith with it. Oh well his friend maybe really helping him, such as his girlfriend, and his classmate. Think twice dude! I'm not going to help you rules your band for you, you better do some decision before you choose the wrong side, I have no idea what I'm talking about right now. My brain is blank currently, and I'm not think of any recently.
La la la la~ ~ ~
I'm happy to know y'all, happiness and sadness that I found in this world, regretful and coming courage that passed by. I gained knowledge, I gained friendship, success and love. I'd really like to thank you all for your existent in my life. The one that makes me angry, the one that makes me feel envy, the one that makes my life 99% of rainbow. 1% till my satisfied, and that's... A long way after this.

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Nickname!

I just got a nickname by a friend, he's an expert in nickname, he got tons of nickname, well I mean cool nickname. Well then, Except for the 1st nickname that accidentally created by lulu, "ACTUALLY" Weird name huh!? Here's the second, oh well third and forth was in too. Rinnybean, Rinnyboo, Rinrinbean and et cetera, although all the nickname starts with a R. But I like it, R is nice. Reminds me! Joshua once name me CherrinPie, never got name such as CherryPie or BerryPie. Yes right correct, my sister.
Hmm... So you got yourself's a nickname? Post a comment. Thanks.

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Clear it.

I can't believe she just said that! I'm having the same thought. For me and Xiuan, exactly!
If it wasn't for lulu, I can't figure that out. She was like kind and good to us, but that all was just pretended!? Maybe she just trying to repay for our kindness, but we don't want anything, not a sin to us, we treats her as friend, best friend, pals, buddy or whatever it is. That isn't fair to us. Every time we're in trouble, we protect each other, so this is it? This is how it ends!? Not that I wanted to blame on someone else, geez, tell me about it.
First of all you'll be wondering, what so important about it? friendship you must know. We sticks together, but she was like acting on it!? I don't think that's it. Is not that I wanna complain anything about her, it was just, I don't want her to misunderstanding something. Think twice again, seriously we don't tell Xiuan about all this stuff, just let her realise herself, she will found out one day, but before that, a friendship war may began! You know why? Because there's someone behind Yee, well basically Yen. All we need to do now is just avoid it to happen! Now we all knew that Xiuan don't pretty much like Yen, sort of argue something right now. So if Xiuan really asked Yee; then we're died. Any idea why? Right, Yen will not let Yee to lose on anything, since she want to be with Yee. Importantly was the "face problem", well technically for everyone.
So my opinion is, stop in instead of argue about it. Best may gained us.

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Miss Mexican than Singaporean

Right, Now I was like on C walk Fever. Because they are so cool and awesome dance, sort of street dance. XD I have to say that C walk was introduce by my friend from mexico, Although now we have no more talking crazy, reminds me of him whenever I hear C walk. He is a good and funny friend, hmm... I have no idea why he stopped reply my mail. Well, maybe because he's busy of something else that I shouldn't bother. The longest period ever he didn't find me, the last time was like 3 days and greet me back, now was like almost 2 weeks. big sighed!
The most friendly guy I met in tapulous taptap was him. XD
Other was like Hey, How are you?, great!, good to hear that and so on. they like never wants to joke, you know like, talk with the niga or something. They was like hahaha after I told some jokes, Boring Chatter. They like won't think of something else to talk, and some of them even worst, Dirty Talk? Fuck you! No Dirty Talk in front of me. Example numder 2, "Do you have a Facebook?" He asked. "No!" I cried. "Make one and I'll add you." again he said. "Even though I got a Facebook, I just add and comfirm those that really gonna talk with me." I said. "I will talk with you unless you talk with me." other force and annoying message comes back. Dang!! Unless I talk with you? Son of the betch! Well then fine, I will confirm you. What The Fuck! Are you insane or short term memory lost? Was like posted a "Hey" in my wall, then never appear again, that was a Hawaian, another was a Singeporean, act like my master, talk with me anytime he like but never reply after the talk. That's why people always said, Singeporean are Lan C Lan Yong(LCLY). I met 3 Singeporean, they act almost the same, I'm not always free to cares about your message reply. If you wanna chat with me, please reply quickly. I got stuff to do. Geez!

Noria

The distant and nostalgic scenery, that sweet fragrance of snow,
they tie down my broken memories and search for the road I must take.
In this Chaotic Destiny, you may not be able to see the certainty
right in front of your eyes.
The small light is so far I can’t see it,
if I wish enough in order to see it…I’ll lose something.
But a heart that shatters the deepest darkness
lies right here.
This flowing hymn, this warm tear
spill and try to live as much as they can.
These Scarlet Eyes look at the sky,
and I walk the road leading to the future
they found.
The words we once vowed vividly resurrect,
the memories it finally touched upon, are the proof of the Thorny Path we took.
I remembered I accepted everything this life gave me,
our held hands won’t disappear
This pitiful prayer, this tiny smile,
in order to protect them, I’m led towards
the heart that can even shatter sadness,
that heart lies right here.
Synchronized singing voices, tears that know of love,
there are many of them in this limited life.
The Wings of Flowers continue towards the heavens,
continuing towards the
road of a Flourished Future.
If my final wish is granted,
I will send you a single ray of light.
The small light is so far I can’t see it,
if I wish enough in order to see it…I’ll lose something.
But a heart that shatters the deepest darkness
lies right here
This flowing hymn, this warm tear
spill and try to live as much as they can.
There’s nothing to be sad about, nothing to be confused about,
I embrace the Answer of my Eyes and continue forward.

Pandora

Every time you kissed me
I trembled like a child
Gathering the roses
We sang for the hope
Your very voice is in my heartbeat
Sweeter than my dream
We were there, in everlasting bloom

Roses die,
The secret is inside the pain
Winds are high up on the hill
I cannot hear you
Come and hold me close
I'm shivering cold in the heart of rain
Darkness falls, I'm calling for the dawn

Silver dishes for the memories,
For the days gone by
Singing for the promises
Tomorrow may bring
I harbor all the old affection
Roses are the past
Darkness falls, and summer will be gone

Joys of the daylight
Shadows of the starlight
Everything was sweet by your side, my love
Ruby tears have come to me, for your last words
I'm here just singing my song of woe
Waiting for you, my love

Now let my happiness sing inside my dream...

Every time you kissed me
My heart was in such pain
Gathering the roses
We sang of the grief
Your very voice is in my heart beat
Sweeter than despair
We were there, in everlasting bloom

Underneath the stars
Shaded by the flowers
Kiss me in the summer day gloom, my love
You are all my pleasure, my hope and my song
I will be here dreaming in the past
Until you come
Until we close our eyes

the meaning of this song.

I prefer tall guys, but he is not that type
He seems hard to please, if anything not the type i like
When we talk it is totally different; when you smile, your eyes are like a child
When your eyes become crumple somehow it makes my heart race
But… Why are you so stupid to tell the whole truth?
At the start, saying “I don’t have a girlfriend”, such a lie is a formality right?
It seems normal. Why did I feel I was jilted?
I realized my love would not come true before I dreamed about it

I have grown to love you, what should I do? However we haven’t dated
The painful feelings overflowed and my chest became tightened
Yeah, I definitely love you. Nothing can be done to this, it has become great
The feeling of wanting to becomes airy in my head
Holding hands, don’t let go, gazing at each other’s eye, hold me tight
Let’s kiss, touch my hair, therefore, forever, all the way

“I love sweet things!” I say excitedly “Let’s go and eat it!” you exclaimed
If it is (just) lunch, well, I am fine.
As we queue up for the buffet, though the conversation was plain
Your face was so close and somehow without any reason my heart race
“Your earrings are great.” Being praised by you makes me feel like flying
But… You said “I will let my girlfriend see this” and took a photo and emailed it. What should I do?
Just like this, why do I feel so miserable?
I cannot even fight as you erected a barrier, didn’t you?

I have grown to love you, what should I do? Even though I have only gazed into your eyes.
The sadness overflowed and my chest became tightened
Yeah, I definitely love you. It somewhat bites and probably won’t stop
The feeling of hopelessness becomes airy through my body
Holding hands, don’t let go, gazing at each other’s eye, hold me tight
Let’s kiss, touch my hair, therefore, forever, all the way

If there is a wish to be granted I will want to push a button to reset our encounter
Yes, God! Bring me back to the time before this foolish guy fell in love (with someone else) and when he was (still) pure

I have grown to love you, what should I do? However we haven’t dated
The painful feelings overflowed and my chest became tightened
Yeah, I definitely love you. Nothing can be done to this. I has been terrible
The feeling of wanting to becomes airy in my head

I have grown to love you, what should I do? Even though I have only gazed into your eyes.
The sadness overflowed and my chest became tightened
Yeah, I definitely love you. It somewhat bites and probably won’t stop
The feeling of hopelessness becomes airy through my body becomes airy
Holding hands, don’t let go, gazing at each other’s eye, hold me tight
Let’s kiss, touch my hair, therefore, forever, all the way

Sometime please don't respect me.

You know, I know the true. And the true told me that you respect her more than us, or maybe I'm just jealous of here, but seriously sometime jealous wasn't a good thing. I was like knowing you since I came to here, okay maybe for you is still such a short period. But for me, you're awesome! I like when you treat me good, on the other hand, I hate when you respect me, sometime in sudden. For example, that day you proved I'm wrong, okay I'm sorry for that, but why are you added those respectable words on it. You said, please don't simply say. Excuse me? That was just my thought, you have no clue what I'll say the next.
We all know you thoughts, you think you can just hide from us and pretending that everything is okay? No, if you did that, then so do I. We are the same, born in human, rise in life, but yet you don't understand. Sometime maybe I was wrong, because I barely cares others, but for your information, I know people. Not human resources or something, I mean I know what people is thinking, separate feelings and anger. Okay maybe you don't get my point because I started to confused too.

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Cool stuff huh?
planning for the Band name.
You know what? We are finding a Cool and awesome name for the band group. Reminds me of my pals at form 3. She name us S.Y.T.M, said how nice was the name, don't want us to spoil it. Well, I got a better name after that. It's was M.Y.S.T a.k.a mist or mystery, isn't it better?
Today we made the weirdest name, got the word tsubasa in chinese, and create logo and et cetera. LOL when we said about" fate, myst, wings and so on" a suggestion i gave, how about use the first word too? He said no, can't do, tried. Oh well, again, don't use mine in C, use in T. Ah~ Winter, Tsubasa and Fiona. How bout the others? wait wait wait..!? WTF= What the fuck!? LOL change it!oh dang, if changed Fiona's to H,=What The Hell!? Doesn't mean any sense. Oh well, forget about it.:P

Jokes unlimited.

小明：「當老師真好。」
老師：「好在那裡？」
小明：「看漫畫、打電動都不用花錢，只要『沒收』學生的就行了」

媽媽：「小明，男生要有骨氣，怎麼可以為了借電動玩具就跪下來求人。」
小明：「這有什麼關係？到時候他就會跪下來求我還他了」

媽媽：「電動玩具和100分，你選那一樣？」
小明：「100分」
媽媽：「你還是挺上進的嘛」
小明：「爸說如果我考100分，就送我電動玩具」

媽媽：「小明，你又開電視了」
小明：「我又不是要看電視」
媽媽：「那你在做什麼？」
小明：「我在核對報紙上的電視節目表有沒有印錯」

媽媽：「我以為你在寫功課，竟然是在玩電動」
小明：「這又不能怪我」
媽媽：「難道要怪我？」
小明：「沒錯，誰叫你走路聲音那麼輕」

爸：「你看廿四孝的故事多感人,你做得到嗎？」
小明：「至少我能做到一樣，賣身葬父」

媽媽：「小明，要你補英語是希望你不要輸在起跑點上」
小明：「我早就輸在起跑點上了」
媽媽：「你輸了什麼？」
小明：「遺傳」

老師：「 小明，你的毛病就是用詞不當,現在考考你 ...
用一句成語來形容老師很開心」
小明：「這個容易，含笑九泉」

老師：「小明，請用『左右為難』來造句」
小明：「我考試時左右為難」
老師：「是題目不會答，讓你左右為難？」
小明：「不，是左右同學答案不一樣，讓我左右為難」

老師：「小明，你怎麼偷同學的橡皮擦？你做這種事，難道不為父母想一想嗎？」
小明：「就是想過才做的。這樣就不用花父母的錢了」

小明：「媽，公園有個可憐的歐巴桑，我想幫助她」
媽媽：「小明真有愛心，就給她10塊錢吧！」
媽媽：「咦！你怎麼買了香腸？」
小明：「她就是賣香腸的嘛！」

小毛：「 我媽媽是碩士，爸爸是博士。」
小明：「有什麼了不起！」
小毛：「你爸媽是什麼士？」
小明：「我爸爸是男士，我媽媽是女士。」

老師：「小明，最近功課寫得不錯」
小明：「這全是警察掃黃的功勞」
老師：「掃黃和功課有什麼關係？」
小明：「我爸晚上沒地方去，只好在家盯我寫功課」

媽媽：「什麼？小明，你在看裸女照片小小年紀就做出這種事？說！
這些照片那裡來的？」
小明：「在爸爸的抽屜拿的」

媽媽：「游泳真好」
小明：「媽，你愈來愈像魚了」
媽媽：「你是說像美人魚嗎？」
小明：「不是，我說的是你魚尾紋....」

小明：「媽，你說做任何事，必須有始有終，不可以半途而廢，對不對？」
媽媽：「沒錯」
小明：「那，連續劇今天是完結篇，你不能阻止我看完」

妹妹：「哥，如果有不良少年勒索我們，怎麼辦？」
小明：「跑給他追」
妹妹：「你跑得贏他們嗎？」
小明：「我只要跑得贏你就行了」

老師：「小明，你的美勞作品太好了，明天學校要派你參加全市的比賽。」
小明：「不行」
老師：「為什麼？」
小明：「勞作是我爸做的，他明天要上班」

媽媽：「上下學不要落單，以免被不良少年勒索」
小明：「可是同學都不肯跟我一起走」
媽媽：「為什麼？」
妹妹：「他們怕被哥哥勒索」

小明：「媽，上次我和小毛打架打輸了，這次我打贏了」
媽媽：「幹嘛連打兩次架？」
小明：「你不是教我，在那裡跌倒，就要在那裡站起來嗎！」

媽媽：「小明，你看，妹妹考100分，你才50分」
小明：「我是照你的話做的」
媽媽：「我說了什麼？」
小明：「你說我只要有妹妹的一半就很好了」

小明：「老師，我要上廁所」
老師：「不行，現在是上課時間，剛才下課怎麼不去？」
小明：「下課時間那麼寶貴，用來上廁所多可惜呀！」

老師：「男女生到青春期會有第二性徵出現，女生平坦的胸部會隆起，就
像......」
小明：「像雙安全氣囊嗎？」

媽媽：「上完暑期輔導課就要馬上回家，為什麼不聽話？
我最討厭不準時回家的人...」
小明：「你幹嘛那麼生氣？你下班沒馬上回家作飯，我也沒生氣啊！」

老師：「 現在上『急救』課有人受傷，第一步要怎麼做？」
小明：「我知道，問他要不要簽器官捐贈卡？」

老師：「 現在上『急救課』，先做口對口人工呼吸，這樣重複做，會怎
樣？」
小明：「人會告你性騷擾」

The way, my server.

I wanna fly up high, to the infinity universal,
I wanna swim down sea, to the mystery inter ocean.
For the only one thing I want, my destiny. Even though I'm not be with you, our life steel still turning, make us stay alive. I know that, the infinity feeling you have to be stop, and forward ahead to my future.
You know what I want, but you never want it to be exist, nostalgia reminds me of the memories we had it together, fate have to set us separate. I had déjà vu about these, what will happen next? Don't you worry about any of these? Those days we love each other, cares and more, that just a dream huh? You're not my prince, and I'm not your princess, I knew it all the time with my crystal ball, told by tarot, said by angel, asked by devil. Enough of it? The last thing I knew was I had been told by myself, I realise something inside you and me. We have no way to take responsible in all these, you knew these, but you said we still have to try. I tried and I'm tired, I'm happy with sadness tears dropped through my cheeks, and I can still hear the sound of my tears, crying.
I want to become something I want, even a teddy bear could get love from their owner. You know I felt weird whenever I said these.
We have trouble, I don't like you, and I'll never want you. You have to know something clearly, I don't really wanna talk to you, you are so annoying. Say, the reason I talked to you is because I just wanna know some friend. I never want to be with you, I don't even know your real name, so please. You said it clearly but I have to pretend that I don't know what the hack are you talking about. You said you wanna marry me, what the fuck! You know, I just met you. You are talking insane! Your words insulted me, and you act selfish, you though I'll love you because you love me? What a silly though, well in your dream! Son of the bitch!
Don't dear me, don't sweetheart me, and don't cupcake me. I rather want people to dude me, no I don't like it but dude me was like treat me as friend, even since you call me dear, sweetheart, cupcake or et cetera, I don't like that.
You are nearer than every other of my admirer, you really can meet me face to face, but you're the one that I don't wanna meet. Seriously. Well whatever.
I'm sorry for all those above, I don't usually swearing. Yep I don't.
Thanks for all the kindness you gave towards me, but you have to know, I can't be with you, maybe just like you said, we don't know the future, but I can't tell you for sure, I know this future! I know I can't be with you, think of why.
Even if I really did kinda like you, I'll swear to myself to hate you. Yup I'm rude, I am baddy so please stay away from me. I can treat people nice and I can treat people rude.
You know I really wanna meet a Mexican, because he is so cute and so funny! NAH~ I'm just saying.

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Just so random.

I knew that, place it in your heart, and don't give me any idea on what's that! Fine, I don't even wanna bother.
Time fly, flower dropped quickly when the wind blew. I am still me, nothing is going to change.
Hey do y'all know about the movie "Inception"? Blow-minded, is a great movie thou. The cinema was almost full even though it wasn't a new one, but no doubt that the theatre was full. XD
I was going with my cat and turtle, well a.k.a Different See and Winter Sim. Yes, pet huh? Don't bother. And we had such a wonderful or adventure day in the cinema, hello! 3 movies a day. Okay maybe someone tried that, I tried it too. But 3 movies with over 2 hours each, especially Inception, 2 and a half hour. Sort of sitting and watching the screen for about half day. Kinda tired.
Anyway, after finished 2 movies, we went to PAK LI for dinner, well what do y'all know, that Winter just bring along his girlfriend. Hui Hui or should I say, Autumn Lee. XD
Sorry for my chemical romantic, you know, today when our class was ongoing business test, I was chatting, no...not Facebook. I called it twinkle! It's an apps. Well who cares! I was sending mail to a Mexico's friend, when morning for us, is night for him. We were talking, I told him I am working on test paper, yep right maybe he thinks I was just joking. He sent me a msg that let me LOL~ you know? The first person in the moon was Joshua! That's cool? You know I can't stop laughing after I saw this msg. Almost busted it out!
So how it going? Okay I was wondering about something, something that doesn't even bother me. I just met a Singaporean that liked me so much, well he told me I'm not guessing alright! Hmm... Technically I don't even know what race he is, seriously I didn't even ask about his name, that's why I said I'm not even wanna bother about it. Just curious about him. Darn! I must not let him finds me, because I hate people that like to irritates me, well sort of. Anyway, 2x2=7! Joshua taught me~ ow I like this mexican!
I love friends that make jokes, with their sense of humour. XD okay maybe is a bit rude to them LOL~
I think this is the most unforgettable memory in examination, I should appreciate ya know.
I know what's coming now, and I'm ensuring something that is going to be gone, get back here. I'm not god, no matter thousand turns million turns I'm still will be here, and always will be. Y'all have no idea what I'm talking about right? Don't mind, I copied from lyrics LMAO~

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