I am supposed to pursue my dream in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people. It's not that I want to return to that past, I am just searching for the sky I have lost. Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed. Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Knowledge you said? Wasn't forever for me.
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Thursday, September 23, 2010
Smile kids!
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Just day 1 LOL
Oh shit~! I haven't yet study and memorise the important part for the economy tuition later. Frustrated in the mode.
I ate 2 bowl of fried rice and noodle.*Cough*Wasn't my fault seriously, I can totally feel the hunger of my tummy. Plus, I feel exhausted! The first day of exam, most lacked subject, the Malay.
Tomorrow will see! Haha~! you will pay for it Malay! I'm going to score a better result now, to ensure I don't lose you, but sadly everyone was saying about how easy is Malay, that will make me feel nervous.
Hey reminds me of something, today's test was about blog, and we are like totally shocked! Xiuan looked me and smile was like realise it'd be easy for me, I shouldn't have smile back, it might've given me a lot more stress!
Oh well that's all for today. I'm tired now, sleep after lunch is the fact of relaxing life. LOL! No doubt huh!?
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Just life!
Alright let's get back to the main topic. You know what I always thinking? I definitely hates Nosy people, example the nosiest one in my classroom, I'm like "Will you just Shut your bloody mouth up!?" I know, look Cherrin was like so rude to people. No you're wrong, because that was different, that's hatred, I mean I hate that kind of people, and they just keep answering or asking stupid question. One day when I was busy doing something, alright alright I'll give you an example from Kevjumba's Video. One day he fell down and injured his knee when he was playing basketball, everyone is asking how was he, and someone walked towards him and ask, " Is there something wrong?" "No! There's definitely nothing is going wrong!" Jeez! Why are you asking stupid question like this!? Or whatever. Was like idiot + stupidity.
Anyway moving on. I'm trying to study, but sadly things just can't get so well. So I'm sort of stuck in the middle of no where, don't really know what am I doing now. And every time when I'm home, oh wait, when I'm in school, my mind just spoke to me like showing alphabet. I-M S-L-E-E-P-Y !
So how was it? Maybe I should sleep and dream about the young girl that lives with a man and a rabbit/bunny on the moon, what!? It's MoonCake Festival! We should totally celebrate it. Well I'd celebrate it if it wasn't for the trials SPM, I would. Missed one proper holiday, it's a gift for Chinese but why aren't we gained one holiday? Because our school just reopen! Oops! I forgot that.
Anyway I'll talk to y'all next time because I'm sleepy and heading to take a nap. Ciao!
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Thursday, September 16, 2010
Figured!
No! I'm just kidding!
So here we are, I'm like totally wanted to see Ryan Higa in front or me! But to make that chances, I have to move to maybe Hawaii, LA or NYC! Well those place that he usually appears. And I'm excited for his next video, I mean movie. Yeah movie!
I figured many people removed me from their friend list, well what do you expect? They do hates me, maybe, I think. Oh well never mind it, I didn't figure it first after one day when I was counting on request and friends, that's why I found out. I was curious, well like luyee sister's case, I can't find her anywhere even I saw her it just written "Facebook User", and another case was a tap tap player name epic knight. I don't know why the bloody reason he put this name, he doesn't seems to be an "Epic". He is a little bit different, I could found his profile but yet I can't found luyee sister's.
You know, some people pleased to be an truly Otaku, and some of them hate Otaku. I'm ally~ I could be counted as Half Otaku, because I combined with my sister. Weirdo huh? No! I mean...Gar! Never mind. Alright, now what I wanted to say is that I met a guy that he never explained that himself is an Otaku. After dozen year of recognition, I figured he is an Otaku! Know how I found out? Because he can imagine we were eating together through the internet. I have one word to say, not to him but his mother, auntie I'm sorry you have such son that disappointed you because of that silly girl he met on the Internet. Oh and one last thing, could you tell him that I really don't like him and stop take conversation about other girl around him just to make me feel jealous? What crush!? Non of my business~ I'm not his mom, so talk with your son about his relationship problem. He thinks he could make me jealous? Don't be silly! I'd never ever have any feeling on you, not even have the chances for me to stop my feeling. Oh no I mean I'm not even crossing the line. Leave it! Online friend could never being trusted!
Seriously We Malaysian recognise many Singaporean, I used to like them a lot because I hate ours. But once my ages starts grow, I found out, they are the most LCLY people that I met, well not much but a few. Hmm... I wish to describe my words. Well maybe next time.
Omfg! My mom and sis will be back so soon, I wish they were back and bring good news to us! Well maybe they don't wish to come back. -Sigh- percentage of not coming back is 50%
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Monday, September 13, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
To lulu,
What you know about Jasmine is true that sometime you figured I feel uncomfortable every time joining you with Jasmine. That's true. But you know why I felt that way? okay now situation changed. You will never guessed Jasmine's opinion towards me, never trust you will; even she told you so. Know what I'm saying? Sort of, Jasmine is a perfect human for you, she won't hate someone long enough. Just like she won't mad on you and so do you, but for all of it, that's your own opinion. I'm not blaming anyone here, I'm just want to be honest. I don't hate her, turns out I like her, but with the way of my own selfish position, I chose to "avoid" her, just to prevent something that might happen. You see, sometime you're like a satellite to her, was like notice each and every of her movement, I knew you cares a lot. And that's a good friend. Anyway moving on, the meaning that I said about the avoid, was like stay away from her before I did something she might hate it. On the other hand, it's hard to be myself, I have to pretend someone else that she can compatible with. I almost got it, but it's still kinda hard for me, and basically you too, I can see different you in front of her. Well not all the time, may be driving me insane if you're changing all the time.
What I want to say is ... Well anyway this was all my selfish thoughts, just figured that I should say it, after all my thoughts demand me to keep talking, if this ever makes you angry, I'm sorry. And uh I don't know how to continue this post, so I'm gonna stop right here. It's just my opinion.
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Jeez! Stop yelling on me! Stop following me!
Sometimes I think the world is fooling me. Human being need love from other. And I'm one of those human too.
Very well, I said. I will get it my own. The problem I'm facing now, was weird. Example, I don't like this guy, and he annoyed me very much. Maybe the reason he did that is because he want me to like him too. You know, racist or racism, I'm not a part of it, but sometimes you made me think of that way. We live in different region and different religion, I can't accept this kind of fact. That's why I said the world is fooling on me, but I accepted the task. I faced the guy, and well I'm just talk with him, every time when he asks when will I go to his place, outside: "don't know." but inside:"fuck you." hey mister! I have a life, and my life aren't control by you dumb ass. I'll go as far as I can, to the future different timeline with you. When you want to add my friend as your friend, I warned you, and you nearly thought that I like you? Son of the bitch! I will never like you, this is my life, I promised myself I'd never let my body, my life and soul get sent hurt, because I love myself. I'm not jealous, is just because I don't want others to know about this guy, I don't like you. But you never listen! You add without my permission even I told you so. I'm angry with that, don't feel weird about it, I removed it, yes, family relative. You made my life miserable, everyone thought you're my brother, you are not. I got enough little brother to care, I don't want anymore little brother, perhaps I'd just accept elder brother, uh what Am I talking!? The story ends up. Go back to your life, with the girl that truly like you, I like her too but because of you, she is jealous of me and she hates me now.
I'd delete your profile if I have to, remember I told you that I got scolded by my friend? If it wasn't for you, I'm not the one been scolded, other than that, the other friend that you said she is pretty and I told her you said that, she just so bitchy, thats why she added you. Don't be sad, she like man, especially those that willing crowded around her. Sometimes bitch. Well everyone knew that, just pretend not to say, because she didn't have the sense of shame.
I'm just too ... -Sighed- Well whatever, I don't have to explain.
The next time I saw you doin' something that irritates me, say bye-bye to Cherrin, because she ain't gonna talk with you anymore, oh wait, you ain't going to found her in the search of your Facebook account.
And I have one last word for you, stop what are you doing now this instant! Don't disturb my life, I have a life and please don't ruin.
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Last teenage's dream part 2.
Subject: Last teenage's dream..
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Thanks for the tags by Gucci Lee. Class of ours!
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The picture I took from Lulu's Album, it's the classroom, take more picture next time for the add on. Maybe we could open a website next time like Http://www.5Topaz2010rulestheworld.com or something else LOL!
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This picture was last year's when we are in Form 4, that rebel year of ours, keep complaining about the class.
THE MAIN TOPIC!
I thought of these after I viewed lulu's blog post. Yes maybe this will be the most boring holiday ever, but may I add on something? The true is, I don't want it to be empty.
We came across hundred of street, thousand of road and millions of people, it's hard to find the truly trusted friend, that grouped.
I say yes!
This will be our last holiday in teenage high school, after that, we will have no time gathering and have fun together, so I wish we will have the joy and happiness within this short moment of ours.
Although I said that, nevertheless we had plans. Some of them are bored and some of them have fun in this holiday, I ain't happy actually, I don't wanna go to Cameron highland for some reason, I can't concentrate when those brats are there.
If my mother and sister wasn't planning on going Australia, perhaps I'd stay home or sleep over at your house, yes I agreed, bored without friends lol! Maybe we shouldn't gathering for the BBQ plan, we should gather for the study plan, works it for me, but we have to find someone's house to over stay! (: it'd be so cool! Well anyway it's just a suggestion. :P
I haven't yet flipped my homework, I was like wondering around for about three days, doing nothing but play games, and I can smell some student from our class like Kristine, she is wiring for the trial, I can smell it*Sniff Sniff* XD hahaha!
I'm not good in study, although that's my only good, lol.
I was hoping that I can attend for the BBQ, but I guess I can't make it, snap! I missed! Maybe, perhaps next time, well before I poof to another country.
Well well about the poof, I got a little problem with that, now the situation was 50%/50%, you know why I said that? It's because maybe my mom can't get the immigration successful, but on the other hand, my mom could really apply a working visa for my sister and me, Australia need resident between 18-30 years old, and I'm 18 years old next year, the problem is, I'm 18 years old after July. So maybe after July huh! That means I still have one or more years in Malaysia.
I won't forgot every little pieces that happens here.
Seriously, this would be my best teenage year ever compare with other. (:
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Sunday, September 5, 2010
Never had the chances to post these.
Well I can't upload my headphone and et cetera.
But I supposed to post these. XD
Let me introduce, this little fellow at the left hand side here is Iu Xiuan See, and the right hand side is Lulu Luyee.
I did tagged them in Photobucket.com
So if y'all having a potobucket.com username, check out mine. CherrinQueen is the username. Thank you.