I wanna swim down sea, to the mystery inter ocean.
For the only one thing I want, my destiny. Even though I'm not be with you, our life steel still turning, make us stay alive. I know that, the infinity feeling you have to be stop, and forward ahead to my future.
You know what I want, but you never want it to be exist, nostalgia reminds me of the memories we had it together, fate have to set us separate. I had déjà vu about these, what will happen next? Don't you worry about any of these? Those days we love each other, cares and more, that just a dream huh? You're not my prince, and I'm not your princess, I knew it all the time with my crystal ball, told by tarot, said by angel, asked by devil. Enough of it? The last thing I knew was I had been told by myself, I realise something inside you and me. We have no way to take responsible in all these, you knew these, but you said we still have to try. I tried and I'm tired, I'm happy with sadness tears dropped through my cheeks, and I can still hear the sound of my tears, crying.
I want to become something I want, even a teddy bear could get love from their owner. You know I felt weird whenever I said these.
We have trouble, I don't like you, and I'll never want you. You have to know something clearly, I don't really wanna talk to you, you are so annoying. Say, the reason I talked to you is because I just wanna know some friend. I never want to be with you, I don't even know your real name, so please. You said it clearly but I have to pretend that I don't know what the hack are you talking about. You said you wanna marry me, what the fuck! You know, I just met you. You are talking insane! Your words insulted me, and you act selfish, you though I'll love you because you love me? What a silly though, well in your dream! Son of the bitch!
Don't dear me, don't sweetheart me, and don't cupcake me. I rather want people to dude me, no I don't like it but dude me was like treat me as friend, even since you call me dear, sweetheart, cupcake or et cetera, I don't like that.
You are nearer than every other of my admirer, you really can meet me face to face, but you're the one that I don't wanna meet. Seriously. Well whatever.
I'm sorry for all those above, I don't usually swearing. Yep I don't.
Thanks for all the kindness you gave towards me, but you have to know, I can't be with you, maybe just like you said, we don't know the future, but I can't tell you for sure, I know this future! I know I can't be with you, think of why.
Even if I really did kinda like you, I'll swear to myself to hate you. Yup I'm rude, I am baddy so please stay away from me. I can treat people nice and I can treat people rude.
You know I really wanna meet a Mexican, because he is so cute and so funny! NAH~ I'm just saying.
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