fun fair

I will became a little elf,in the world of Santa claus,
I will became a little fairy,in the world of fairy tail,
But I'm just a human being,who live in a normal life...
I love my life with full of joy,
I hate my life with full of fight,
And I will be rather drill my head into the land wishing that I'm not part of the war...
I've been bored to replay the same act,
The repeated act cames in my life over and over,
I'll be facing each fight at a limited time,
When I was form 2,I got 2 friends that treated me very good,
But now they don't,
We having a fight in complicated situation,
The friendship just like a fun fair,
Maybe there got somewhere to put in the token,
And I just don't know where,
Then the time is up,
I didn't reach to put in the token before game over,
Just like friendship in a limited time...
The time's up,the game ended...
maybe I could make a choice to play again,
But...
I had once told by my friend,
It will be not fun if you keep repeating the same game,
Maybe you should try another kind of game,
There are many kind of game in a same area,
Just see weather you can found out or not...
I'll remember what she said to me...
Because I will be repeat the same things again,
And after I have cross the level that I haven't came before,
What should I do next?what will happen next?I don't know...
I never appeciate the word my friend had told me,
Now only I know it's really make sense...
When will the game really end,if isn't going to end,then I am just wasted my time for hoping a happy ending...
I found out a game with no token,but whole life member card,
That didn't seen to be a game to me,
It wasn't same as game machine,
It will be in reality if I really wish for,
Then I will say "yes" at that moment...
I will see laugh and joy when the time I came back to reality...