Friday, December 25, 2009

Blaze

There's no day that won't break,
Even if darkness surrounds it heartlessly,
While I'm still incomplete, I'll slash it apart,
There's no day that won't end,
Even if I'm worried about the absurdity of today,
The flame of my chest is here and it doesn't seem to extinguish...
I live within the fire,
I'll overcome that wall...
Say goodbye to the uncomfortable days
And go confirm that meaning...
A long journey is waiting, we'll vow to each other
Defy the time that sleeps at the edge of the flickering heavens, and advance to it...
Even if an inextinguishable fire dances,
Even if I get lost in the darkness and writhe in agony due to tomorrow's infinity...
The wheel of life continues
Our existence is our steel
Now I'll put wings on things that I want to protect
And go recover my dignity
We'll combine this moment on the long journey
And go answer that it's the ability to jump and fly from the gravity of destiny
At the end of our long journey, we'll meet again
And I'll shine and advance to the moment coming around, when the sea of clouds and tears clear away...

fun fair

I will became a little elf,in the world of Santa claus,
I will became a little fairy,in the world of fairy tail,
But I'm just a human being,who live in a normal life...
I love my life with full of joy,
I hate my life with full of fight,
And I will be rather drill my head into the land wishing that I'm not part of the war...
I've been bored to replay the same act,
The repeated act cames in my life over and over,
I'll be facing each fight at a limited time,
When I was form 2,I got 2 friends that treated me very good,
But now they don't,
We having a fight in complicated situation,
The friendship just like a fun fair,
Maybe there got somewhere to put in the token,
And I just don't know where,
Then the time is up,
I didn't reach to put in the token before game over,
Just like friendship in a limited time...
The time's up,the game ended...
maybe I could make a choice to play again,
But...
I had once told by my friend,
It will be not fun if you keep repeating the same game,
Maybe you should try another kind of game,
There are many kind of game in a same area,
Just see weather you can found out or not...
I'll remember what she said to me...
Because I will be repeat the same things again,
And after I have cross the level that I haven't came before,
What should I do next?what will happen next?I don't know...
I never appeciate the word my friend had told me,
Now only I know it's really make sense...
When will the game really end,if isn't going to end,then I am just wasted my time for hoping a happy ending...
I found out a game with no token,but whole life member card,
That didn't seen to be a game to me,
It wasn't same as game machine,
It will be in reality if I really wish for,
Then I will say "yes" at that moment...
I will see laugh and joy when the time I came back to reality...

away

Far in the light, I can see it,
In every scene of the night,
A tiny feather of love.

I gotta go,
Destiny never finds the way for me,

Even in the night I see your face, in the dark,
So I never lose my way on you,
The light is always there with you.

Time goes by,we can never stay the same,
Now we've come so far from our memory,
Though your smile has gone, then we will never be apart,
In our heart we are one from our memory,
The future arrives with your love.

Willing to go to a place,
Where you and I will never meet,
I'll be there.

Willing to find an answer,
in all the winding road we have come through,
Why we'll end up this,
But you don't wish to understand.

In the shade of hope,in our memory,
We can hear still our melody now,
But the future still shines, close to you.

I believe... I relieve...
In my heart...

wishing tomorrow like yesterday

When I just can't find my way,
You are always there for me,
When I am out on my way,
You are always there for me.

Like a bird in the sky,
You set me free you give me one heart,
Like a star in my night,
You always be a part of me.

In my darkness dream,
I hear you call me,
You give me the reason to live,
In my dirty heart,
I hear you call me,
And you reach out to carry me away.

No one can save my soul, only you.

You are my stories,
Unread stories,
When I gazed at your eyes,
I can see an unknown country,

Stories with their doors opened,
Stories that won't ever close again.

Now we've come so far from darkness,
And will never be apart,
So we leave for tomorrow,
To start our lives again.

Find me there, my tiny feathers,
Of my holy ancient days,
You will calm all my sadness,
And ring your song,
Only for me.

And I'll sing my song,
Only for you.

happiness tone

I’ll try gathering up the pieces of happiness that I picked up some other time in my chest
A melody that I started to forget about is right in the middle of me, unfading

While I was searching through borrowed comic books, from time to time I found faded anthologies
It was me who laughed out loud like an idiot at stuff like “seize the world”
During the days when I seized not the world but the hanging strap on the train
While smiling and saying, “I’m sorry,” to me back then, you lowered your head

Thank you, from my heart
I owe it to everyone for now to exist in me
Thank you, from my heart
Next it’ll be me who delivers happiness to everyone, Wow

I won’t forget just about everything since me back then was also me
It was useless that I didn’t always say ‘I love you’
When it’s tough, it’s okay even if you run away, if you return here again
Let’s go make various stops on the way in the original days

Right in the middle of an unstopping city, since when have you been looking down?
You hold too many “feelings” and blow out like a tire all alone
So listen to my words, for you who gave me happiness
I’ll give you strength day by day

I’ll try connecting the pieces of happiness that seem to overflow in my chest
A message makes the strengthening melody repeat
On a long night when my tears seem to spill, I suddenly turn back
And follow my footprints, so that I won’t forget about that day

O2

Yearning for you morning and night, I'll become a star! I'll protect you, not knowing where the battle is
At the crossing of tomorrow and yesterday, you and I don't intersect
Now here I go, I'm a shooting star!

Even if the world rots away, there is something that will never change
Even if we hold back our tears, we all have something we must protect
A message from millions and billions of years ago starts to throb and echo inside me
I call for tomorrow in a hoarse voice, I'll protect you with my wound-filled hands
I continue to fight, I continue to fight!

You and I gaze at each other, layer our hands, passing the glass
Even though we're this close together
I'll paint the pitch darkness pure white, without an exit
I'm a shooting star that slashes through fate back to you
Now I will snatch away your overflowing tears

Is what I gained after a battle without answers a rainbow-colored world?
I don't know, I don't know, where now are my dimming memories of the beginning?
How will I reflect them? If I look from your eyes
If I can do it with my form, if I can see you
Once again under the sky where we pledged to that day

This, and that, and everything, until I gain them,
I'll keep on standing up until I rot away
Chanting it myself, gathering it on the earth, releasing light into the darkness
I don't need any complaints in my opposing heart
There's no angel kind enough to hear my repentance
I continue to fight, I continue to fight!

I'm not even afraid of my life disappearing in a flash

The Spiral Melody of Light

Your fingertips that touched me
Lighting my heart
The outflowing melody
Wishes for love

Is the wounded tip of a branch
Fated to die?

Little drops of light became lost
In the rift of the chained time

The end of dreams simply wishes for you alone

The silver moonlight
Reflects in my eyes
A peaceful melody-
Please be eternal

Is the sound of a needle that engraves
Fated to not resist?

The hollow spiral of light
Surrounded my promised fantasy

What I seek is simply a happy finale1

The rift of the glass-colored time will be filled with
Serene drops of light

The end of dreams simply wishes for that alone