I gave up too much.
For a thousand time I said.
But still, something stopping me to do so.
I am once a great person, and also a fool.
Even if I'm awesome now, fate doesn't change.
I meet mean people, very much.
People that stab me from the back,
untie my shoelace so I slow down.
I did not try, I never.
Try on Life, like literally.
I never, go forward.
Until I realized, I'm on the back.
This is a true story.
Never slow yourself down,
don't find reason to step down.
I doubted, I chosen, I regretted, for what I did.
But,
To make some occasion better,
I replaced the words, 'If Only'
To 'Next Time'.
Chances are given,
I have another chance to try on,
Why should I not?
It's better for everyone,
Every time when I tells somebody about my problem,
They told me that I'm good enough,
But yet, I wasn't trying my best.
I have to opportunity to RETRY, to REMATCH
Myself.
Mom, Dad.
Sometimes I just want SOMEONE to stress me, not SOMETHING.
Maybe that arrow didn't get to my knee.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
Chinese New Year
Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese fellows!
Just brought a new MacBook, so now trying on the webcam.
Monday, January 2, 2012
Page 2 of 366
First post for the year 2012 eh?
Sorry I have been to Tumblr for the past months, because I have more privacy over there? Nah...
It's been a boring year, 2011 I mean.
Today, I woke up earlier just to have breakfast with my dad, Bah Kut Teh.
10am, I received missed call, a lot. Reminds me that Kuan Yee told me she's coming my place today. I call Lu Yee straight ahead, because she miss called me. Then after that, I msg Kuan Yee. She did call me back just to tell me that she still has a few house work to do before coming out. So wait shall I.
About 1pm, I'm still messing around, then phone ranged. Kuan Yee was standing outside my front door. (Oh and guess what, my position now, toilet.) and of course my mom picked up the phone. -Sigh- what a waste of credit, I just wave at her and hung up the phone without saying Hi.
Before I open my front door, my dad girly-yelled at me, he wasn't wearing anything on top. haha... So I brought him some time.
Kuan Yee sudden visit was on my expectation, because my brothers have been asking me since morning, whether she coming today or not. Well those are ON my expectation also, because on 31 Dec 2011, she came my house, and we had a lot of fun, so my brother ask her to come more often. They like her because she's also an Otaku, a gamer and a gundam merchant collector. My brothers has been searching for Otaku all around them, and hardly get one who also collect gundam. But I guess they also might like Iu Xiuan.
And so, they play Dead Island and Crysis 2, my brother even ask Kuan Yee to stop playing Left 4 Dead 2 just because its outdated.
Awhile after that, my mom ask her to have lunch because she haven't yet eat. Some Mandarin Medicine soup and Vege, meanwhile my dad have her to try his latest invention hhahaha... something to do with White Carrot, well now someone knows how to appreciate his invention. Japanese Meiju and coffee milk that we used to have when we have milk in the refrigerator. And then my dad's another invention, the something something garlic. Also my mom's garlic bread. She said she ate too much, but there's never enough for good food. We went to Harbour Place for awhile because I wanna get some grocery and when we came back home, the time flies, 6pm already. She packed her things up to get ready, my mom ask her to stay for dinner. Oh yea, the Bah Kut Teh hahahaha!! My dad cooked Bah Kut Teh before going out, home-cooked. So she stay for dinner and then go back home on 6:45pm.
Its been fun having her at our place, don't know how to explain but she's probably the most permanant friend I ever had. 5 years already. But still, I love all my friends.
Sorry I have been to Tumblr for the past months, because I have more privacy over there? Nah...
It's been a boring year, 2011 I mean.
Today, I woke up earlier just to have breakfast with my dad, Bah Kut Teh.
10am, I received missed call, a lot. Reminds me that Kuan Yee told me she's coming my place today. I call Lu Yee straight ahead, because she miss called me. Then after that, I msg Kuan Yee. She did call me back just to tell me that she still has a few house work to do before coming out. So wait shall I.
About 1pm, I'm still messing around, then phone ranged. Kuan Yee was standing outside my front door. (Oh and guess what, my position now, toilet.) and of course my mom picked up the phone. -Sigh- what a waste of credit, I just wave at her and hung up the phone without saying Hi.
Before I open my front door, my dad girly-yelled at me, he wasn't wearing anything on top. haha... So I brought him some time.
Kuan Yee sudden visit was on my expectation, because my brothers have been asking me since morning, whether she coming today or not. Well those are ON my expectation also, because on 31 Dec 2011, she came my house, and we had a lot of fun, so my brother ask her to come more often. They like her because she's also an Otaku, a gamer and a gundam merchant collector. My brothers has been searching for Otaku all around them, and hardly get one who also collect gundam. But I guess they also might like Iu Xiuan.
And so, they play Dead Island and Crysis 2, my brother even ask Kuan Yee to stop playing Left 4 Dead 2 just because its outdated.
Awhile after that, my mom ask her to have lunch because she haven't yet eat. Some Mandarin Medicine soup and Vege, meanwhile my dad have her to try his latest invention hhahaha... something to do with White Carrot, well now someone knows how to appreciate his invention. Japanese Meiju and coffee milk that we used to have when we have milk in the refrigerator. And then my dad's another invention, the something something garlic. Also my mom's garlic bread. She said she ate too much, but there's never enough for good food. We went to Harbour Place for awhile because I wanna get some grocery and when we came back home, the time flies, 6pm already. She packed her things up to get ready, my mom ask her to stay for dinner. Oh yea, the Bah Kut Teh hahahaha!! My dad cooked Bah Kut Teh before going out, home-cooked. So she stay for dinner and then go back home on 6:45pm.
Its been fun having her at our place, don't know how to explain but she's probably the most permanant friend I ever had. 5 years already. But still, I love all my friends.
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