Tuesday, May 31, 2011

I realise animation.


X Box Animation!


Wii Animation


Window Vista Animation


Window 7 Animation

Monday, May 30, 2011

FreeDumb

That day I was YouTubing HigaTV, He mentioned Freedom sounds like FreeDumb.

Great day.


It was a great day visiting Buddhism and Hindu's temple with Foreigners from Kectucky, US.

I'm Awkward



Just Awkwards.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Gummy bears or gummy worms? >:)

Can I pick both? XD

Ask me anything

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See, my dad is trying to delay my school intake, from March to May, to July and now January 2012. I doubt he did it on purpose, until I give up and start with a job. =/ I always complain to my grandma, saying that if he wanted to raise 5 kids, he should have at least let one of us study in college. Sometimes, I have to admit that my dad makes me give up on education. Why? Few years ago, probably Standard 4, he suddenly gather all of us and say that he would gift us anything we WANTED, even a house if our result ranked above half of the class, depands on the populations of our class. It's piece of cake for me and my sister since we always on Top 10. My dad did gift my sister what she wanted, a bicycle. Until then, I thought I was going to take my prize but my dad told me he spent quite a lot money for the bicycle so he can't afford another one for me, I felt cheated. Then I simply pick a doll in store so I can quickly end this awkwardness. After that, My brother, He DID NOT ranked within half of the class population, but he gotten his gift, the same one my dad brought for my second brother on his last birthday. Unfortunatly, that gifts was more expensive than my sister bicycle. That's why I don't understand. I don't remember when was the last time I receive birthday pressent from my parents. Everytime I tells my grandma, she will be like Oh I never buy gift for your father and uncle too. Well for your infomation, you always tells me how poor was you in your day, I never told you that. I don't think that she seriously spent 200,000 for my uncle's achitecture studies. Who would believe that since achitecture for degree only 80,000 nowadays, and my uncle told me that he just taken Master course in Nottingham, it means, I don't believe it. Like the other day, she told me about her daughter's husband and her ex-boyfriend, saying that they dislike when the guy was a kid because he don't study and work as a lorry driver, and now he's a boss. Then I remind her that her Son-in-law don't have temper, Taiwanese and hard working. The words comes out after that makes me realised she really cares about money, because she mention again that that guy own business, a boss, and current son-in-law doesn't own a business. I was like, why are you so sensitive with the money? I wish my dad could know, sometimes grandma talks about my father and mother's stuff, she will ask me to go to her room and talk, avoid my father from hearing, because it's fake? Oh C'man!

... ... Where was I?
Ah... I realise I have to study for myself when I'm in Form 5, I don't live for people, I live for myself. I was born to make myself happy. Well, some subjects were like TOO LATE. After I graduated High School, my dad offered me the University of Nottingham, he said like he has been preparing my tuition fee for a long time. Now, Taylor's, he don't even wanna pay my registration fee even I asked him for money. Delay Delay Delay... I'm doubting, reasons will be made in future? Apparently, I just applied Cambridge school, 630 3 months, the first month will be an additional 110 for books. I've told myself, IF he's gonna find reason like Your mom just wanted me to waste another 4000 for... bbblah... I WILL pay myself, and as for Taylor's OR Nottingham, I will find another way without his help because I can't count on my own father anymore. I will move to my mother's office with my sister since she's staying there due to her working area. I'm not cruel, I just don't want others to be my拖油瓶.

I see everyone's parents, help her kids in education, help them search for schools and loan, pay their registration fee without hesitation (Since most of them loan PTPTN). My dad, offered Monash and Nottingham, ask me to deal with those documentary. As for now, he never ask for my school anymore, that's what makes me so sure about it. Now, I'm not afraid of what course should I take but whether can I enter a school or not.

I feel so shame if I wasn't able to study further. Change a sentence(Please don't hate me), I was once a Top student but end up with this crap.

That's it.

Monday, May 9, 2011

维多利亚西饼屋

维多利亚西饼屋
我,从小是被蛋糕和面包养大的。我出生到现在没有停止过,那是为什么我那么爱吃蛋糕和面包。不是说贵的蛋糕就是好吃的,当然我们的蛋糕店有时会接到一些顾客是要买便宜又好看的蛋糕来丢人什么的,说真的,虽然我们钱是赚到,可是我每次我收钱时,我都是紧紧的握着钱,很想把钱丢回给那些人,说我不想侮辱我们的蛋糕,但是我不想因为我,把这即将开业20了的蛋糕弄出新闻。我,曾经骂过一个跟我们买到RM100++蛋糕的顾客,当然他还是给钱,可是他给少了,就因为那几块钱他说那天他订的是贵的材料,可是我给他便宜的,那天我明明已经说清楚了,我告诉他这是贵的,他拼命说是便宜的,根本就是要我把贵的当便宜买。他最后也丢了几句粗口给我,也跟我说他以后都不会来了,我也把他的蛋糕写得一塌糊涂(我不是故意的,不懂为什么会那么难看)他是办他孩子的生日会的,想必他也叫别人不要来。我跟我妈妈很外婆他们讲时,阿姨几乎责骂我了,外公不想我感到不安,就说我骂得好,叫我不要介意,他令我更介意。其实我阿姨也没错,这个蛋糕店不是我阿姨的,不过几乎一大半都是我阿姨包山包海抗完的。他教钢琴的,可是每当比如中秋节时,他要亲自去到工厂教他们做月饼,我很高兴说他以前是带大我的人。「我妈妈曾经告诉我,我舅舅不会读书,家中唯一的男孩,他们五个姐妹都很厉害读书。我舅舅做的蛋糕,不是要做最High Class的,而是「就算是穷人,也可以买到的蛋糕」或「全世界都买得起的蛋糕」」是我妈妈说的,我当下终于明白了,我也很尊敬他了(其实我以前不太喜欢他)。我每次都问,为什么舅舅不把蛋糕做到High Class一点然后把价钱调高。原来如此!
我,在我外婆家从来都不会饿死,只会肥死。因为他们实在是太疼我了,记得有一次外婆要我照顾我一个弱智的表弟(已经过世了)他要去市场买点东西,去前还跟我说他会去买一件衣服给我,当做是照顾表弟的谢礼,我当时还蛮惊讶的,如果现在我表弟还在而且不是弱智,他应该也Form4了。
每次有节日或活动,我们蛋糕店都会送蛋糕给他们,我阿姨每个星期五去孤儿院免费教他们钢琴时,都会带一个蛋糕给他们。我妈妈每次去慈济活动时,每当他们会员有人生日时,他们都会用我妈妈的名义得到免费的蛋糕,因为慈济是做善事的,收不到钱的,所以妈妈会出蛋糕一半的钱而另一半是外婆代表维多利亚捐的。中秋节时外婆舅舅会捐给大概5间孤儿院老人院各30个冰皮菜燕和普通的。
过年时是最爽的,以前也有卖很多零食,汽水冰淇淋糖果。外公只要一下令,整间店都是我们的了,因为我们可以任吃任喝。
以前我在那里过夜时,早上起来时看到外婆从冰箱里拿了汽水出去请那些正在除草的人喝。
每当母亲节时,我们大的都会到店里帮忙,小的就在后面玩,我想到我小的时候是在做工而不是在玩的,当时的我只懂得折盒子也只能折盒子,因为太小了,不过舅舅也有给我RM30当做劳工。现在母亲节只要我一到,每个人都觉得轻松了,因为除了四姨,只有我去工厂练过,所以动作很快。
维多利亚是93年开业的,在那之前是美美西饼屋(四姨的名)做饼的。所以我一直认为它是陪着我长大的。
所以每次我买别边蛋糕店里的蛋糕时,我还是会觉得,我们家的维多利亚是最好吃的。
我妈妈每次说他想搬去澳洲的维多利亚,因为他是维多利亚西饼屋出生的,所以才要。哈哈哈。


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