South.

Know what's this?
It's Aurora, one day when I'm in Aus, Imm'a take a flight to South port and view this wonderful phenomena.

I got this facebook friend I added from my sister's friend list. Venture.
She got many amazing picture from I-Don't-Know place.
Something like the Season from Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter.
Somemore with other incredible picture.

恥ずかし

So this is everyone in our class.

Well literally left over Topaz Chinese and a friend from Intan.

All created by Lulu Luyee via Facebook application.

Let's get started.

This is Lee Mei Yee.

It's unnercessary to talk about her nickname here.

I just have this one word for her now...

Stop following Top 1.

That's all. TeeHee...

This is See Iu Xiuan,

Difen SIX,

Hmm... I don't know why instrument but not sports stuff,

well maybe there isn't any sport stuff.

Thus, Instrument suited her.

This is Leong Chin an,

Our Class President of the year 2010, 5 Topaz.

Or you could just call him Owen,

He likes it. haha

Well as for this one,

The name is Sim Chung Wee,

Nickname, Winter, Turtle or whatever you like, he don't care,

as long as you're satisfied.

Alright, instruments suited totally, but microphone would be awesome.

This is Lim Jake Yew,

If I'm not mistaken, too many characters makes me confused.

But no doubt it's him because he is a bit... just a bit lame with the old song,

Oh that's why he is holding the... what do you called that?

Dai go dai Phone? haha~~

You know, I must say,

This is 90% looks like Tee Wei Keong,

And with the iPhone there, but it doesn't written "iPhone 4"

Sorry to disappoint you.

Sze Yao Yi was his name,

We don't talk so much so i don't actually know him much,

but as we were in a same class for the past 2 years,

I found out that he wasn't bad as I thought of,

he's fun and having lot much sense of humour.

and yes Winter, you were right about that.

Well this is me,

Tan Cherrin.

I don't know why I'm having that 恥ずかしface,

Who cares?!

I will really appreciate this hish school friendship,

they gaves me a lot memory that unseem.

This is one of the friend from Intan,

Lulu create her because...

I don't really know, was like she was crying at the stage when graduation day.

This is the creator Hong Lu Yee.

My thought, She is the soul that led our class with laugh and joy.

A happy person.

Happy goes Lucky.

I kinda uploaded from the last to the first, sorry. haha...

Miss Teen Pola

I bet you won't going to realise this!!
I will be in the 2011 Miss Teen Pola Competition.
I know, I'm not going to made it if I have no supporters,
You guys also have the chance to join this competition but you have to 100% sure that you can attend at January 5 and 6 for rehearsek and January 15 for the real competition. Well only female can join of course.
The only thing you have to apply on yourself is...
Confidence.
You must have enough confidence so that you will have the chance to be the winner and take away the Miss Teen year 2011's award!!

Only 15 people is allowed.

OMFG I can't believe it!!
First of all, Confidence.
Secondly, condifence.
So on, CONFIDENCE.
Thus, Ganbare!

The Video of Topaz Part 1

I am happy and gratefulthat I met you guys, which I think it was my happiest life. Hopefully we will be together forever. Friendship Forever. Part one was created in urgent, Put more impact in it, So, wait for the part 2, It would be awesome. Part 2, mostly for those that tried to ran away. haha~~ Part 1:-
Marissa Choy Mei Sin,
Lim Jake Yew,
Owen Leong Chin An,
Kristine Gan Kai Ling,
Sze Yao Yi,
Tan Cherrin,
Rebecca Ng Yi Lin,
Winter Sim Chung Wee,
Marissa Choy Mei Sin for the last ending tracks LOL~

Our memory, our treasure.

Amazing day!!

I will never ever going to forgot this wonderful day in my entire life.

I woke up in the morning, rush to Crystal Crown Hotel and meet my friends in time. Firstly I realise I didn't saw a sight of Lu yee, then she appearred in 8a.m.
It was just so perfect!! But, the teacher settled us with the wrong place, well at least he poof off after that.

We have this totally awesome show and later add on some speech from our form teacher, apparently just some of the classes. And we got this Jamuan, it was just so great! We changed our place to Luyee's place. We went to the place where the food was gathered, we took a lots of food and sitting here, talking, laugh and much more.

We even took picture at the lobby when we are going back home, and Winter used his phone to record a 5 minutes short video clip of us. I was told that there is another part 2 but I'm curious that the movement seem slower than the sound of ours.
I'm so happy that I met you all, seem to be just SO TRUE!!
I heartx you guys, and thanks for letting me to reminiscence this wonderful event and friendship. So maybe it's a perfect timing to shout out loud "5 Topaz Rules!!5 Topaz Rocks!!"Just the way it should be. =)

To my beloved 5 Topaz! Though we still have Top 1, Top 2 and Top 3...
Just Kidding!

Just Facts

Got along with some of my new playlist in iPod, with the new headphone, Monster Beats by Dr.Dre. You'd totally addicted to it once you had uses it, I hadn't comment any problem with the product, it's just so awesome!!

My New playlist:
Once upon a time there was you and me.
Cherrin's addicted.
Lullaby.
My world 2.0[Not Justin Bieber's tracks]
You will heart my iPod.
Extremely unforgetable.

Over 1000++ of songs in my iPod and some of the chosen one is in the different playlist repeated, that's fact!! Who doesn't repeat the song that they love, am I right?

Anyway, I love to tweet more than facebooking, I definately love some of the user. DamnItsTrue...

Was like,
BEFORE MARRIAGE: Roses are red, The sky is blue.. You are beautiful, I love you.
AFTER MARRIAGE: Roses are dead, I am blue.. You are my headache, one day I'll kill you.

Damn it's true!!

Another example like,
Haters are undercover fans...
Damn it's true..

If someone is perfect, she or he will be the most boring one.

DOCTOR: A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you with his bills.

We live in the age where pizza gets to your house faster than an ambulance.

FINALS= Fuck I Never Actually Learned Shit!

MSN= Many Single Nerds[I disagree actually]

I'm just fooling around actually.
I love to read those were actually Facts, it sound just so correct. Love 'em!!

Monster Beats!! Blackberry PlayBook and Apple iPad.

I post blog daily? No, I am not, I'm just bored, that's why i post because I got free time... Eh no, that wasn't a really good reason. haha.
I got this tiny new accesory friend that my dad just brought it for the iPod, I haven't name it yet, but it hadn't yet owned to Fred, haha the guy Fred here is my iPod, thought I said it in my last post. Anyway, the reason I said that the accesory hadn't been placed for Fred it's because that I owned the next one. Okay let me get this straight, erm... My dad brought two same item but one without Microphone controller and another one included it. Yes, sounds cool and yes it's a headphone, no doubt it's a better one. Monster Beats headphone by Dr. Dre!!! Ahha!! A product you should have admit it!! Cool stuff!! The bestest Headphone in the whole world, and you know what, Malaysia sell it on the price RM 999 for that, for the larger one, they sell with the price tag RM 1999, I haven't known the price tag of the Headphone with included Microphone Controller. I bet it would be definately expensive. I expect a better product would be made in the future. OH and about my last tweet, I posted a tweet that I feel I'm a little Humour, as in I post that my dad showed me the "Blackberry PlayBook" and I told me that "You know dad, I eat berry instead of Apple, so I prefer Apple iPad but not Blackberry PlayBook, but I have to admit that the Blackberry PlayBook is better than Apple iPad" and my dad answer "I'm expecting maybe you'd love to try Blackberry, maybe taste nicer than Apple" "Nah~ Thanks dad, it's unavailable in Malaysia, so maybe in my dream, perhaps I'll be eating Apple instead of Berry. hahaha...

I'm Cherrin, Google it!

Cherrin Tan
tancherrin
CherrinQueen

Google it, then you'll found me.
Except for Facebook and Friendster, because I'm below 18 years old.

Maybe you can found your name in there if I mentioned you.

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My World 2.0

Yes, I'm sort of Belieber, Justin Bieber's Belieber,that's why My World 2.0, so what? Ignore it.
You know, sometime I wish I wasn't existent, but sometime different. I got this bad feeling on my country, I'm not complaining but feel regretful. We, Asian that lives in Asia, don't live our life! What I mean is that we just know we will have to earn a lot of money to let our life getting better and better but we don't think of enjoy our life. Alright, as I was saying, we work... No, our parents work daily from the early morning till the very mid night to get extra money income just for us, I appreciated but I, we ruined their life! I rarely ask about their work because I don't wanna remind them about their work, they will leave and work after I told them. Busy! I will hope that my parents got a job in Australia so that they won't work so busy until night without any enjoyable life. I wish they were doing great and fine if they got their job there and I'll try my best to study until bachelor or master and repay them in the future, diploma and degree ain't good enough huh!?
My dad ordered an earphone, I wish was the large one but he ordered the earplug earphone, oh well. It cost RM 999 in Malaysia for the earplug and RM 1999 in Malaysia for the headphone. We ordered the earplug with microphone, maybe cost us RM1300 for the earplug. Expensive than my iPod!? Well it's better if you got iPod, because they got IQ sound controller and many more. I'm gonna ask my iPod named Fred about it.
"Hey Fred, you will gonna need a new spaces for your new accessory, it's a "Monster Beep Earplug", are you happy?"
LOL I'm just kidding!
But I'm excited and can't wait until the item is arrive. Glad to update today. K bye. TeeHee.

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Sympathetic!

Okay today it's kinda day that makes me feel sympathetic.
I sort of having tuition class in the early morning, and my dad was the one that have to wake me up, wasn't so bad because my dad not used to shout on me, my mom did. Anyway, I have to bath before 10am yet my sister told me that she just get in the bath room awhile ago, that pissed me off. Alright I managed to go out before 10am and went to the restaurant for some breakfast. You know, it's rude to want a costomer to waited so long, about half an hour for an noodle with holy expensive KL's price is it. Hey madam, I have to rush to tuition class within minutes because you're lazy worker, or maybe you are the boss, Whatever.
Yesterday, I told 2 guys that I don't like them, you know I don't trust online dating, especially in my own country, you know why? Because they will fool me or cheat on me, different with other country, why? Because I knew we can't be together, plus they can't invite me to somewhere for the reason we live in the different country, so that's why I rather trust online friend from other country rather than trust online friend in my own country. Says what? They actually said they date you to somewhere! well in your dream maybe. I ain't gonna go out with you, online pals! I'm not someone that cares your fucking feeling, Oh please~! This first guy I rejected was a guy from Singapore, he SMS me even I told him it'd be expensive to send a message, well he still don't care about it, nah what do I bother. He start from Cherrin to Pie to Cupcake to honey to dear to... WH-WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM? YOU BASTARD!!GF? Was it sound like I'm your girlfriend?! Oh I am smart, clever and a genius, so I'll not be so confuse with your HELL OFF word! I'm clever so I'm not your GF!! Fine, another one that annoyed me, the malaysian. I kinda like this one because he is a bit much dumb, so I'll win all the time. You're dumb and that's made me much smarter, understand?! I hate to say this but he seems to called me as his wife, FUCK OFF PALS! HEY HEY HEY! NO ONE MESS WITH CHERRIN! I don't mind FRIENDS call me as FOOD, PET, NICKNAME but I do mind people called me as his GF, his wife and so on, you can call me your cake or your sweet but don't use the obvious one, it will make me more ignorance towards you! AND I SWEAR!! And I am so agreed with the word that my tuition teacher just said, if you married ... your future will be like no future, Uh Duh!! Got it?! He don't know that I don't like him and I'm gonna say that I don't like you any, not even once, so piss off!
Or I'll just say that I got a Boyfriend, to avoid admirer, Obviously.
I'm not going to say that I don't like anyone, I just don't want them now, and I think they're totally annoy me.

I want to know how to connect blogspot only in twitter instead of facebook.

I'm confused with the connection of Blogspot, I sort of hope that I could ONLY connect blogspot to my twitter instead of facebook. So may I get some help from you guys? I tweet, daily; so maybe you can also follow my on my twitter.
Twitter URL: http://www.twitter.com/CherrinQueen
Thank you.

The page and group.

I started dislike the I hate anime haters in Facebook, and another I hate people who hate anime. Firstly I love them much because they did stuff that anime lover would love, but now they were like talking with themselves or just talking with other administrator of the page. The worst one was the language, they use their own Tagalog language that we definitely don't understand it, what do you expect us to google translate it?! That racism for what you're doing right now, I liked this page without thinking of your race or whatever, but you seriously post something that FYI we don't know and LOL so hardly with your fellow friend. Another one is the name of the group, could you think of them twice before you create a page? Some page was like changing the name of their page and group every month, some even changed the tags and genres. So if you want your supporter to continuing decrease, I'll say you continue it, not if you love 2 type of anime and category yourself as an Otaku. If you liked a l love anime page then stop posting thing like you hate yaoi or bi type anime, why don't you just like another group call I hate anime and say out loud there. I don't like yaoi too yet I don't say it.

Sent from my iPod

Code name: Illness/Sickness/Influenza/etc. D=

I'm like totally pathetic today. Woke up early in the morning which to see the perfect day but #*@¿ I feel pain all over my hand. Dammit! Not a good day. Anyway moving on, I was like going to JJ with some friend today, and it suppose to be extremely fun! *Turn down excitement* Headache!!! Gah!!! You know I seriously stayed cool for the past 2 hours which is 2pm-4pm today.
Things aren't good without the best pal, gosh! Stereotyped LOL~ not racism seriously. I just thought that lulu's dad is a little bit too over cares, not that I'm saying my dad wouldn't cares about me, he cares yet he will let me have my life, my own life if I'm not doing anything wrong or something that I'll have to betray my family. No I'll not, my dad knew that, so do the whole family, they knew that I respect the family and I won't let them fall apart, they lend the pathway of my life, I thank them and that's what I owned them so Im'a repay them for every single life that still stand. You care them that's why you got hatred towards them, and the reason that you got hatred it's because you love them. We need life and it's important for us, adolescent!! I got fever 2 days ago, and it haven't been going well, all I know was I survived the hard time and the coming day. I was totally gonna refuse the karaoke's invitation today, but I heard that lulu was going since she is sick badly too so I decided to go. I receive bad news after I arrived JJ, that's the second pathetic moment I thought out today. Gosh! Lulu isn't coming, but I thought of someone else, oh well maybe at least them would talk to me. Dang! So I'm like the silly no one there. -Sigh-
After I gone out from GreenBox, I went to my sister and inform her that I'm going home because I got serious headache now, of course she will send me back as soon as possible. But! But we saw the lunch! Yes! We live for 4F as in Family Friend Fun and Food! Cool! Brought home some good stuff like Takoyaki, Teriyaki, Okonomiyaki and Bento. No, that ain't happy because we wasted a lot of cash and energy for holding 'em. LOL just kidding.
After I went back home, I called Lulu and Winter and told them about today, well you could count me in too bored. Because I'm sick again so I'll have to sleep after talked. I can't guess much because my CAT XIUAN is in a complicated situation now and Im'a help her out with her traps.

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Blogger Chat

LOL y'all should really try this!!!

ROFLMAO!!
I just got tagged by my friend with a notes named Fooling Around :3
I thought it was nothing until it make my day!!
This is the result from my friend.
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Dear Adishri (Couldn't think of anyone else xD)

This is sort of difficult for me to explain but Turkey fell into a ditch. I realized this when you were dancing like mentally challenged squirrels with Rome. I'm sure you're high enough to understand that Russia is going to stop at nothing to kill your pet llama.

Best of luck with the sex-change,

Sayoni.

P.S. - Poland is tied up in my closet, just thought you should know. xD
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And this is mine.
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Dear Someone,

This is sort of difficult for me to explain but China has a secret obsession over brad Pitt. I realized this when you were assasinating George Bush with Rome. I'm sure you're Frostbitten enough to understand that Russia loves Hello Kitty.

Go milk a cow,

Cherrin

P.S. - France is out to get you, just thought you should know.
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hahahahaha!!!! You should really seen my face!!! I ROFLMAO so loud!!!
Here's the instruction you should be done to see the result.
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If you have been tagged copy-paste this note following the instructions, and let's see what you (or rather I) get! ROFLMAO!


Dear ____,

This is sort of difficult for me to explain but (1) (2). I realized this when you were (3) with (4). I'm sure you're (5) enough to understand that (6) (7).


(8),


(Your name)


P.S. - (9) (10), just thought you should know.

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(1) What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - America
Red - England
White - China
Black - Lithuania
Green- Japan
Grey - Greece
Yellow - Turkey
Pink - Sweden
Brown - Poland
Purple - Iceland
No shirt - France
Other – Russia


(2) Which is your birth month?

January - and you are getting married
February - fell into a ditch
March - is in love with you
April - is out to get you
May - likes your mom
June - and you are related
July - has a secret obsession over brad Pitt
August - is really a unicorn
September - loves sniffing sharpies
October - and you are going to be dating
November - is really a leprechaun
December - has frozen to death


(3) Which food do you prefer?

Pasta - invading Austria
Burritos - kicking puppies
Ramen - assasinating George Bush
Salad - getting your nails done
Tacos - learning to fly
Candy/chocolate - dancing like mentally challenged squirrels


(4) What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Sealand
Red - Finland
Black - Russia
Blue - Latvia
Purple - America
White - Austria
Grey - France
Brown - China
Orange - Korea
Pink - Japan
Barefoot - Rome
Other – Hungary


(5) What do you prefer to watch on TV?

One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Gossip Girl - Middle-class
Annat – Shamed


(6) What's the color of your underwear?

Black - Cuba
White - Russia
Grey - Lithuania
Brown - Denmark
Purple - Poland
Red - Sweden
Blue - America
Yellow - England
Orange - France
Pink - Canada
Other/AnimalPrint– China


(7) Your mood right now?

Happy - is about to set your house on fire
Sad - is going to stop at nothing to kill your pet llama
Bored - is planning his revenge on you
Angry - hates your strange cucumber fetish
Depressed - is going to eat your cookies
Excited - is secretly an F.B.I agent
Nervous - snuck cocaine into your backpack this morning
Worried - is in love with your pet goat
Apathetic - believes he can fly
Silly - is allergic to your earlobes
Other - loves Hello Kitty


(8)Which country would you want to vacation at?

England- Go drown yourself
America - Best of luck with the sex-change
France - Love you always
Spain - Somewhere over the rainbow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
China - I hate your face
Japan - Go milk a cow
Germany- Please don't hurt me
Italy- Pasta with love
Other- In your closet


(9) What is your hair color?

Brown - Poland
Black - France
Blonde - England
White/Grey - Russia
Bald - Rome
Red/Orange - China
Other/Dyed – America


(10) What is your eye color?

Green- thinks you need serious mental help
Blue- will never love you
Brown- is out to get you
Black- stole all the food in your fridge
Hazel- is tied up in my closet
Other - hates you



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PS: Drop me a comment when you result is out!! XDDD

Phush~~ Lifes!!

An new iPod? I bet it's great! unfortunately my dad would be given to my brother if he really brought an iPod 4, yet he brought iPhone 4, and I own the iPhone 3Gs.
At least give me the iPod 4!! I need webcam, I talk I mean girls talk, many.
Haha...
Score above 3As and you may have to gift me something better than iPhone 3Gs.
Maybe iPhone 5. I'm selfish and I know that, I just wanna own something that's all.
So, Please?
If not, I'll buy myself another one after I arrived in Australia or New Zealand next year. A better one LOL!! Plus with the headphone/earphone of The Monster!!
Phew!!! That would be just so cool!!
Music = My passion !!
1.Question: What you can't live without in your life?
Answer: My iPod.
Give a reason to support your answer in 1.
No music no life and music is passion of mine.
With behalf of my iPod, I love you Master!!
Cherrin: I love you too, iPod!!
LOL I'm just chilling.

I'm going to Singapore this coming up 29th, I'm super excited but if my buddies didn't get to go, then I'll cancel my reservation too.
I'll see you Universal Studio--- In Japan!! if I didn't get to go to Singapore's.
If I registered my passport and go to Singapore, New Zealand and then Australia, this would be my best Vacation else, excluded Australia. Hey hey hey!! How do you do, Matey~! haha...

Evergreen

I’ll never ever forget
the countless stories you told me
But our time ran out...
Suddenly I remember, how just yesterday
our shadows would overlap as we
walked back home

The things I couldn’t tell you
it’s no use to think about them now that I’m alone
If only you’d know about them...

Together we gazed at
scenery we had to leave behind
Back then you taught me things that are more important
than the things I learned as an adult

Though the city may change around me
I still feel a little sad
when I think about what you see right now

Though the memories may fade
I fear that day will always remain
Because you’re still in my heart
I’ll never ever lose sight of
the story we envisioned for each other
Just like back then...
The promise we made, it’ll never fade...

As the wind starts to blows the other way
I sit and wait for the next season, thinking
“What do you see right now...”

We walked hand in hand in the rain
over a road diluted with rain
That summer, will always be in my heart
I’ll never ever forget
the countless stories you told me
But our time ran out...
But I’ll keep believing in a miracle
that will bring us back together...

No matter how may I gather, I can’t have enough
memories that money can’t buy
because they’re all in my heart
I’ll never ever lose sight of
the story we envisioned for each other
Just like back then...
I keep walking on the road towards the endless future

我想说

老子《道德经》中"信言不美，美言不信。善者不辩，辩者不善。知者不博，博者不知"
请你自明。虽然她说话好听而令你告诉了她你不该说的事，我不想让你怀疑但只要你知道。
她在别班所做的事你可能没听说，别人的劝告有时是必要的。我不是要连谁是你朋友都要管，只是不想看到你被她的好话影响而告诉了她东西让某某人认为你出卖他们。


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Piss Off!

This is our land, and all of you are outsider! And will always be. Since last year in class form 4 Topaz, those students that left in class Topaz continuing in form 5 was the real family of Topaz 2010. You think you know everything, apparently you know nothing.
We hated you all with reason! Our class would be so wonderful if it wasn't for you all! Peaceful and memories will always be with us.
Sadly, we can't force you to change class, well maybe just me. If you really think that you're willing to try your best and focus on your studies, I have no comment. But turns out with THIS attitude, sorry honey you need to be pissed out! The school knew that Miss. Wong took our class's mathematics subject, if you really know it, please be sure that you can afford it because we are rushing time, by the way, time is gold and gold is money.
Anyway, better be careful with the attitudes of yours, we told you because... Yeah right we hate you, literally. Mm...
You should feel shame of yourself when you're copying others' homework, I said that earlier. People work hard on their work and that's what you're doing?! Shut up~! Maths' toughest subject? Well maybe many people knows that, I hate maths too, but I learn them, because I knew they're needed in life and it's important in my future. Try to think of yourself before you copies others' homework again.
I know I'm rude, and to be exactly, very rude, but I'm just telling the truth!
Study for your own sake! Find a life! Gr! I feel so sad to take care about other people's trouble.
Alright, about the Facebook problem. You know, I can't believe that that bitch posted such thing, I removed her profile already that's why I can't get to show you all what did she said. Or I'll just explain here, she told our best friend that we're gossiping about our friend, that's it! We don't know it and we didn't explain it until lulu asked her today. She is troubling our friendship from Hell into Abyss! Same though but can't get out if she is in Abyss. Prisoner LOL~! She's a liar, a faker, and someone we don't like. Someone said that she always cry in class when something happened, let her cry until die. She really should STFU! Another girl that really annoyed me, Stop acting cute, someone gonna slap you if you continue doing that. Plus, why are you always pass up late for your homework? I thought you just copy, don't always copy, it will be complicated. Last one, same as the second yet the brilliant one. Study well in subjects except for maths, I don't know why. Act cute too especially in front guys, love to be crowded, by guys. She saw someone post a greeting post in my wall, she added him! Bitch my friend said, my friend hate that guy so much and I hate him too after she added him and he added my cousin and some friend. -Sigh- World would be so peaceful.

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Chrysalis

We’ve always been waiting
for the perfect day for sunshine
Just as we never ran away, we forever withstood all that we came across without being afraid
What we’d tucked away during the cold wintry winds and long nights were our hopes and a perfect world, ever-growing imaginations
Whether reality is cold-hearted, relentless, or even gentle, it will change with time
That’s why we immerse ourselves in deep dreams
Failures and errors become our needs for survival
It’s better to regret a lifetime after having done something than to regret after having done nothing
The chrysalis will someday have hope growing in their hearts SO FLY

We knocked again at the wavering mindsets of our reality and ideal world
The wind laughs at us for being cowards and yet
We want to see the things we have yet to see
We’ll metamorphose into butterflies under the night sky
The stars are twinkling, inviting us to FLY HIGH IN THE SKY

Someday we’ll be able to reach far, far past the sky to the high heavens
The stars are standing out, sparkling, shimmering, glowing even still
We’re unable to move, unable to fly away, unable to even face our own truly ugly selves
But we also cannot replace ourselves with others

The future we want to see rests on our own shoulders
So we firmly build up our strength for tomorrow’s sake
Our dream may be out of reach, but the world doesn’t have the right answers for everything
We’re going to shine someday, definitely

We knocked again at the wavering mindsets of our reality and ideal world
The wind laughs at us for being cowards and yet
We want to see the things we have yet to see
We’ll metamorphose into butterflies under the night sky
The stars are twinkling, inviting us to FLY HIGH IN THE SKY

It’s you who can’t keep going according to your image, because it’s still incomplete
How many times have you hurt me?
The sound of the wind wants to know just how many thousand, how many tens of thousands of injuries have formed on our wings
The sound of the sky wants to savor a ride on these wings
Because sometimes even reality can surpass imagination
What we heard were the cheers of our friends
Fear and insecurities will always be in anyone’s heart
The strength dancing around the tattered wings remain left behind
Only the part that’s wounded glimmers
We can still go on
Fly
Flap our wings
Try the skies again and again!

Without even understanding the means to fly the skies, we extend our wings towards heaven
The wind laughs at us for being inexperienced, but now…
The haughty passion in our hearts, the adventures etched within our shells are changed by the might of our wings
Soar the heavens and FLY HIGH IN THE SKY

Stir up the cells within us taking off for the future
Even on rainy days, even when there’s lightning, even those days when we just want to make a run for it
Flap our wings and shine light through the cloudy skies
We’ll fill our hearts with our wishes and feelings, and we’ll unfurl our wings ON THE WIND

Selenite

Wavering torch light in a city of rubble.
The resounding, transparent music echoes my wish.
Now, the burning sky that had fallen has sunk to the bottom of the water
the full moon shines

The night, burning blue colors you.
Even as I tightly embrace those oh-so-frail shoulders
I feel as though you'll vanish.
the countless grains of stars at the far reaches of the universe.
I found it, I even felt dizzy at our first meeting.
Swallowed up by the gold and silver wave of light raining down.
we two make our way to the sacred river.

With each sweet surge, it makes my heart tremble.
I always want to hold you like this forever.
So that you'll never vanish.

Swallowed up by the gold silver wave of light raining down.we two make our way to that sacred river.

Life to succeed.

I wish to say about my life,
which I don't used to talk about it.
I don't like my life, it seems to be happy but I'm locked in a birdcage literally. And I knew that.
But still, I'm ready to advance myself.

I never have the chance to score an A in either UPSR or PMR, but I really wish that I could score 5As in my SPM test, it's hard I know. A person who had never score an A in the past exam wish to score A in SPM, furthermore, 5As.

Today was like Oh My Gosh! 9am-6pm's tuition class, planned on catch a movie at cinema, 1.6KM to Cinema, Dammit! Not in the correct timing, so I have to walk all the way back to tuition centre. I was excited for the movie. Plus, the "White box cyber cafe" ruined my day. I don't usually steps in Cyber Cafe. The server was just so bad and the service was out of standard, not my day. Never going to Cyber Cafe ever again, or should I say never steps in to Cyber Cafe again!! How good is life it's I'm allowed to play games at home, without blocked by my dad, seriously not good if you're dad is an expert in computer, he will know everything through the computer.

My dad written in his Window Live Messenger wall post, " Plan to migrate to Australia, seek for a job in Victoria, Australia" I suppose to be super duper extremely excited and happy. But things just changed, I don't think that he'd be bring us there, faker! He doesn't even care us, mostly I mean. Seriously if I found that someone is out there with him and I'm willing to kill her and then get myself suicide, because she ruined our family... The answer is No! I hate my brothers, so at least I'd be happy if he bring along my brothers with him.

The courses in Australia is pretty much expensive. $18 000 for the main student, we decide to let my mother have her last chance to study, main student's first child will be $3600 and so on will be $2700. If my sister became the main student and I'm the partner, that'd be a $18000 for mine student, $6300 for partner, for just 2 person, but if it's my mother, will be like the same amount but 3 person, it's even better!! I bet LOL!! She will be studying Welfare so that Australia will give her a certificate of permanent resident. If we have the PR in Australia, then maybe can register for citizen of Australia, then I have the right to say"I am Australian"(Took this words from website), but she said if we became the citizen of Australia, we have to close our PR in Malaysia, and I said fine, close it, we have relative big families tree in Malaysia, they can't stop me from going back. But mom said Malaysia won't let us back if we close our PR, curse you!! Don't even letting me back to take a visit to my friend and family!? Do you have any idea of the importance of social? Since we heard of Facebook the social networking. Duh!!

I will have hard time there my mom told me, but I still really wish to try, because this is life, you won't have any other chance to have this life.

Planned to study Tourism/Tourist and take place like Japan, United Kingdom, United State of American, and also Australia, maybe I also have the chance to come back to Malaysia, Tourism rules my plan, I can visit my friends and family, and I was thinking, if I took course to Japan, then I learn Japanese language from my sister, maybe they would love to send an invitation for me that hope that I could migrate to Japan for job invitation!!! Omfg that would be just so great!!!

To director, manager and people from australia, Please sponsor my mom and sign a contract for working visa, PR if necessary.

Sent from my iPod