WTF!?

Today's Cherrin daily new strait time.
This days in Malaysia, Cherrin had copied and recorded some of the picture from the first video website-YouTube.
Here it's said, the government sucks. Right I know y'all are panic now because I said those word, I hate myself saying that too, because I'm Malaysian too, so are we.
Okay now, I think all of you guys know that Malaysia is a country for many kinds of religion. The most importantly, why are we Chinese treated unfair. Seriously I don't like racist or racism, blah! But just I wanna say. Stop worshipping people! We are human! Same that made by God! No one wants May 13 to repeat. Well some people wish to repeat again, if I know who's the he or she. I will smack his or hers head... Down! To the floor! Who want war to repeat!? I can't accept it!

Graduation

Literally I'm afraid of things, situation and other. And so I said these, I'm going to be graduate from high school two months later. As in 23 Oct 2010.
17 years of education is going to be end in that day after we graduated. Wheel of time still turning, infinity journey, time don't wait for each and any one of us. Not you nor me.
Basically we'll be having our trial SPM tests a few weeks later, as in the first day after Malay's new year. Eh... 20/09/2010-Ugh The Uh hmm... Well whenever is it, they will end in a date they should be. Right!
To my friends, you guys are great! And the best ever! Except for the final result I may be sad on it. NAH~ I won't. It should be great! I have no regret that I know you all. Maybe we sort of messing up things, but we settled every time. As I was saying, was like we treated each other as best friend, maybe I'm the only one or... Ah no! I'd be happy every time we have another meet up after graduated.
Everyone is 5 Topaz had being nice to me, oh maybe some was rude, but actually they have their good side we don't see as usual because the evil side seems to covered the good side. LOL I was just joking on that.
Seriously I'm not so happy about the pop band stuff. It seems so weird to me, I got no faith with it. Oh well his friend maybe really helping him, such as his girlfriend, and his classmate. Think twice dude! I'm not going to help you rules your band for you, you better do some decision before you choose the wrong side, I have no idea what I'm talking about right now. My brain is blank currently, and I'm not think of any recently.
La la la la~ ~ ~
I'm happy to know y'all, happiness and sadness that I found in this world, regretful and coming courage that passed by. I gained knowledge, I gained friendship, success and love. I'd really like to thank you all for your existent in my life. The one that makes me angry, the one that makes me feel envy, the one that makes my life 99% of rainbow. 1% till my satisfied, and that's... A long way after this.

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Nickname!

I just got a nickname by a friend, he's an expert in nickname, he got tons of nickname, well I mean cool nickname. Well then, Except for the 1st nickname that accidentally created by lulu, "ACTUALLY" Weird name huh!? Here's the second, oh well third and forth was in too. Rinnybean, Rinnyboo, Rinrinbean and et cetera, although all the nickname starts with a R. But I like it, R is nice. Reminds me! Joshua once name me CherrinPie, never got name such as CherryPie or BerryPie. Yes right correct, my sister.
Hmm... So you got yourself's a nickname? Post a comment. Thanks.

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Clear it.

I can't believe she just said that! I'm having the same thought. For me and Xiuan, exactly!
If it wasn't for lulu, I can't figure that out. She was like kind and good to us, but that all was just pretended!? Maybe she just trying to repay for our kindness, but we don't want anything, not a sin to us, we treats her as friend, best friend, pals, buddy or whatever it is. That isn't fair to us. Every time we're in trouble, we protect each other, so this is it? This is how it ends!? Not that I wanted to blame on someone else, geez, tell me about it.
First of all you'll be wondering, what so important about it? friendship you must know. We sticks together, but she was like acting on it!? I don't think that's it. Is not that I wanna complain anything about her, it was just, I don't want her to misunderstanding something. Think twice again, seriously we don't tell Xiuan about all this stuff, just let her realise herself, she will found out one day, but before that, a friendship war may began! You know why? Because there's someone behind Yee, well basically Yen. All we need to do now is just avoid it to happen! Now we all knew that Xiuan don't pretty much like Yen, sort of argue something right now. So if Xiuan really asked Yee; then we're died. Any idea why? Right, Yen will not let Yee to lose on anything, since she want to be with Yee. Importantly was the "face problem", well technically for everyone.
So my opinion is, stop in instead of argue about it. Best may gained us.

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Miss Mexican than Singaporean

Right, Now I was like on C walk Fever. Because they are so cool and awesome dance, sort of street dance. XD I have to say that C walk was introduce by my friend from mexico, Although now we have no more talking crazy, reminds me of him whenever I hear C walk. He is a good and funny friend, hmm... I have no idea why he stopped reply my mail. Well, maybe because he's busy of something else that I shouldn't bother. The longest period ever he didn't find me, the last time was like 3 days and greet me back, now was like almost 2 weeks. big sighed!
The most friendly guy I met in tapulous taptap was him. XD
Other was like Hey, How are you?, great!, good to hear that and so on. they like never wants to joke, you know like, talk with the niga or something. They was like hahaha after I told some jokes, Boring Chatter. They like won't think of something else to talk, and some of them even worst, Dirty Talk? Fuck you! No Dirty Talk in front of me. Example numder 2, "Do you have a Facebook?" He asked. "No!" I cried. "Make one and I'll add you." again he said. "Even though I got a Facebook, I just add and comfirm those that really gonna talk with me." I said. "I will talk with you unless you talk with me." other force and annoying message comes back. Dang!! Unless I talk with you? Son of the betch! Well then fine, I will confirm you. What The Fuck! Are you insane or short term memory lost? Was like posted a "Hey" in my wall, then never appear again, that was a Hawaian, another was a Singeporean, act like my master, talk with me anytime he like but never reply after the talk. That's why people always said, Singeporean are Lan C Lan Yong(LCLY). I met 3 Singeporean, they act almost the same, I'm not always free to cares about your message reply. If you wanna chat with me, please reply quickly. I got stuff to do. Geez!

Noria

The distant and nostalgic scenery, that sweet fragrance of snow,
they tie down my broken memories and search for the road I must take.
In this Chaotic Destiny, you may not be able to see the certainty
right in front of your eyes.
The small light is so far I can’t see it,
if I wish enough in order to see it…I’ll lose something.
But a heart that shatters the deepest darkness
lies right here.
This flowing hymn, this warm tear
spill and try to live as much as they can.
These Scarlet Eyes look at the sky,
and I walk the road leading to the future
they found.
The words we once vowed vividly resurrect,
the memories it finally touched upon, are the proof of the Thorny Path we took.
I remembered I accepted everything this life gave me,
our held hands won’t disappear
This pitiful prayer, this tiny smile,
in order to protect them, I’m led towards
the heart that can even shatter sadness,
that heart lies right here.
Synchronized singing voices, tears that know of love,
there are many of them in this limited life.
The Wings of Flowers continue towards the heavens,
continuing towards the
road of a Flourished Future.
If my final wish is granted,
I will send you a single ray of light.
The small light is so far I can’t see it,
if I wish enough in order to see it…I’ll lose something.
But a heart that shatters the deepest darkness
lies right here
This flowing hymn, this warm tear
spill and try to live as much as they can.
There’s nothing to be sad about, nothing to be confused about,
I embrace the Answer of my Eyes and continue forward.

Pandora

Every time you kissed me
I trembled like a child
Gathering the roses
We sang for the hope
Your very voice is in my heartbeat
Sweeter than my dream
We were there, in everlasting bloom

Roses die,
The secret is inside the pain
Winds are high up on the hill
I cannot hear you
Come and hold me close
I'm shivering cold in the heart of rain
Darkness falls, I'm calling for the dawn

Silver dishes for the memories,
For the days gone by
Singing for the promises
Tomorrow may bring
I harbor all the old affection
Roses are the past
Darkness falls, and summer will be gone

Joys of the daylight
Shadows of the starlight
Everything was sweet by your side, my love
Ruby tears have come to me, for your last words
I'm here just singing my song of woe
Waiting for you, my love

Now let my happiness sing inside my dream...

Every time you kissed me
My heart was in such pain
Gathering the roses
We sang of the grief
Your very voice is in my heart beat
Sweeter than despair
We were there, in everlasting bloom

Underneath the stars
Shaded by the flowers
Kiss me in the summer day gloom, my love
You are all my pleasure, my hope and my song
I will be here dreaming in the past
Until you come
Until we close our eyes

the meaning of this song.

I prefer tall guys, but he is not that type
He seems hard to please, if anything not the type i like
When we talk it is totally different; when you smile, your eyes are like a child
When your eyes become crumple somehow it makes my heart race
But… Why are you so stupid to tell the whole truth?
At the start, saying “I don’t have a girlfriend”, such a lie is a formality right?
It seems normal. Why did I feel I was jilted?
I realized my love would not come true before I dreamed about it

I have grown to love you, what should I do? However we haven’t dated
The painful feelings overflowed and my chest became tightened
Yeah, I definitely love you. Nothing can be done to this, it has become great
The feeling of wanting to becomes airy in my head
Holding hands, don’t let go, gazing at each other’s eye, hold me tight
Let’s kiss, touch my hair, therefore, forever, all the way

“I love sweet things!” I say excitedly “Let’s go and eat it!” you exclaimed
If it is (just) lunch, well, I am fine.
As we queue up for the buffet, though the conversation was plain
Your face was so close and somehow without any reason my heart race
“Your earrings are great.” Being praised by you makes me feel like flying
But… You said “I will let my girlfriend see this” and took a photo and emailed it. What should I do?
Just like this, why do I feel so miserable?
I cannot even fight as you erected a barrier, didn’t you?

I have grown to love you, what should I do? Even though I have only gazed into your eyes.
The sadness overflowed and my chest became tightened
Yeah, I definitely love you. It somewhat bites and probably won’t stop
The feeling of hopelessness becomes airy through my body
Holding hands, don’t let go, gazing at each other’s eye, hold me tight
Let’s kiss, touch my hair, therefore, forever, all the way

If there is a wish to be granted I will want to push a button to reset our encounter
Yes, God! Bring me back to the time before this foolish guy fell in love (with someone else) and when he was (still) pure

I have grown to love you, what should I do? However we haven’t dated
The painful feelings overflowed and my chest became tightened
Yeah, I definitely love you. Nothing can be done to this. I has been terrible
The feeling of wanting to becomes airy in my head

I have grown to love you, what should I do? Even though I have only gazed into your eyes.
The sadness overflowed and my chest became tightened
Yeah, I definitely love you. It somewhat bites and probably won’t stop
The feeling of hopelessness becomes airy through my body becomes airy
Holding hands, don’t let go, gazing at each other’s eye, hold me tight
Let’s kiss, touch my hair, therefore, forever, all the way

Sometime please don't respect me.

You know, I know the true. And the true told me that you respect her more than us, or maybe I'm just jealous of here, but seriously sometime jealous wasn't a good thing. I was like knowing you since I came to here, okay maybe for you is still such a short period. But for me, you're awesome! I like when you treat me good, on the other hand, I hate when you respect me, sometime in sudden. For example, that day you proved I'm wrong, okay I'm sorry for that, but why are you added those respectable words on it. You said, please don't simply say. Excuse me? That was just my thought, you have no clue what I'll say the next.
We all know you thoughts, you think you can just hide from us and pretending that everything is okay? No, if you did that, then so do I. We are the same, born in human, rise in life, but yet you don't understand. Sometime maybe I was wrong, because I barely cares others, but for your information, I know people. Not human resources or something, I mean I know what people is thinking, separate feelings and anger. Okay maybe you don't get my point because I started to confused too.

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Cool stuff huh?
planning for the Band name.
You know what? We are finding a Cool and awesome name for the band group. Reminds me of my pals at form 3. She name us S.Y.T.M, said how nice was the name, don't want us to spoil it. Well, I got a better name after that. It's was M.Y.S.T a.k.a mist or mystery, isn't it better?
Today we made the weirdest name, got the word tsubasa in chinese, and create logo and et cetera. LOL when we said about" fate, myst, wings and so on" a suggestion i gave, how about use the first word too? He said no, can't do, tried. Oh well, again, don't use mine in C, use in T. Ah~ Winter, Tsubasa and Fiona. How bout the others? wait wait wait..!? WTF= What the fuck!? LOL change it!oh dang, if changed Fiona's to H,=What The Hell!? Doesn't mean any sense. Oh well, forget about it.:P