It's time to waste some time here.

时间真的过得太快了，中学出来已经一年半了，现在回想一下，真的会有那么一点点的开心浮现。至少我中学时是比小学开心多。
其实现在要我说出我小学全班同学的名字我还是能的，不过我只想记得那些比较好的朋友。
我有一个很要好的好朋友，可是现在想多两下，如果我们现在还是朋友，我们一定不会像以前那么好了。除了他以外，我还有一个让我又爱又恨的朋友，几乎每天告诉我我没有他会不能活，现在想想，他根本就是一个离不开我的朋友，中学都跟我申请同样的学校。到了跟他完全没有联系了才开始想念他。人，真的很矛盾。
我敢说如果以我现在的人格回去小学，我可以做王帝了。哈哈哈哈！不知道为什么我会这样认为，不过也还好我不是，因为我会成为其中的问题小孩，成绩也不会好，因为每天忙着跟别人八卦。
中学是遇到很多的争吵，可是我觉得是成长的过程啦，人生中最严重也是最无聊的就是Form 3时候，不过现在我觉得是命运！如果不是那么一吵，我也不会遇到我现在的这些朋友！如果Form 3是没有吵架，我铁定会叫我全部朋友不要考那么好然后全部人留在同一班。我真的是感激感激加感激呢，也感激我没能成功换班，如果要我再加一个解释的话，我其实是在逞强，带一点好胜，因为我不想输给任何一个在Form 3时损过我的人。
所以呀，就算我Form 4时也有跟几个Form 3的人同班，可是那两个就是刚好是要有靠山时才敢说我的人，也就因为跟他们同班，让我一再不想再一次输，感觉好像命运再给了我一次让我表现自我的机会，也让我这次有伙伴陪着我走。这回我就不知道我该感谢谁/什么。如果可以给我一个月回去中学时期，我真的会尽力疯狂！我人生里没有遇过对我不好的人，只有那些让我成长的人，而且现在的我是非常感激他们。
现在上了大学，总觉得每个人都很复杂。就像我一升上中学后那样，对每件事每个人都不明白。现在懂得越多就越怕，可是我想只要他们还在我的身边，我是活得过的。=）

I made a confession

I confessed to a friend that I don't like him since the first day I met him, the main reason is because, he don't smile. But everything changed now, well at least I understand that he's trying his best now. I planned to tell him the previous days but shits happened, that's why I missed the chances, but I did find my good friend for help, I asked her to suggest "true or dare" as a game and then when the arrow hits me, ask me who I don't like, and then I will point at him. But that probably would embarrassed all of us. After the confession I made, I feel relieved. How good was the feeling I said.

Well, now that all is good, I guess that's no barrier around us anyway. I used to NOT TO look at him when I was talking to him, like he might kill me, but no more, no more... =)

Gaga eyes FTW

All those GAGA eyes

1 week before my finals in my Canadian International Matriculation Programme's first semester. One semester holds 6 months, but I felt like 2 days. I have so much fun in CiMP.

No doubt I'm the first student from SMK Batu Unjur who registered for CiMP course, I was grateful that I get into CiMP at Sunway University College!

Thank You Cimpians!

CiMP LipDub song!

Let's get it on, yeah, y'all can come along Everybody drinks on me, bought out the bar Just to feel like I'm a star, now I'm thanking the academy Missed my ride home, lost my iPhone I wouldn't have it any other way If you're with me let me hear you say I like it like that! Hey windows down, chillin' with the radio on I like it like that! Damn, sun's so hot, make the girls take it all off I like it like that! Yeah, one more time, I can never get enough, Oh, everybody Sing it right back, I like it like that! (I like it like that, I like it like that) Till the break of the dawn, yeah, party on my lawn Whistle as the girls walk by if the cops roll up (so what?) Pour the cops a cup cause everybody's here tonight Call a taxi, pack the back seat I wouldn't have it any other way If you're with me let me hear you say I like it like that! Hey windows down, chillin' with the radio on I like it like that! Damn, sun's so hot, make the girls take it all off I like it like that! Yeah, one more time, I can never get enough Oh, everybody, Sing it right back, I like it like that! Oh oh oh oh, like that Oh oh oh oh, like that Oh oh oh oh, sing it right back, I like it like that Oh the homie brought the booze I like it like that cause the girls playin' beer pong in the back We havin' fun partying til the break of dawn Go grab a cup I dunno what people waitin' on And I'm gonna want a girl that I know I can take home In the zone, where I think I had lost my phone You can tell by looking in the party's straight crack And don't worry 'bout it girls cause I like it like I'm max faded at my grandma's house And leave your clothes over there, that's grandma couch I be filmin' her friends too, yeah I'm back on that Double D chicks huggin', I got racks on racks Like, I don't want the luxuries of a superstar I'm just tryin' to chill with Miley at the hookah bar You like cartoons? I'll make your heart melt With the seat back, playin in the back, like I like it like that! Hey windows down, chillin' with the radio on I like it like that! Damn, sun's so hot, make the girls take it all off I like it like that! Yeah, one more time, I can never get enough Oh, everybody Sing it right back, I like it like that! [x2] Oh oh oh oh like that Oh oh oh oh like that... Oh oh oh oh everybody, sing it right back, I like it like that I like it like that

Retards!

F all that comm tech course retards! You are the one who should have deal with the logo, that is your project and the F you made it looks so irrelevant to what we suppose to do. I'm selling my products on April and what caused it related to Christmas? My english is poor enough but yours is worse! Spell everything wrong and even insert the wrong company's name?! Can you just get help from your classmate? I think I can do a better advertisement myself BETTER than yours! My gawd, Mr. Dave why should we use them but not ourself? They are the one who design this irrelevant advertise and we are the one we have to accept it and have it as our advertisement. I'm so mad right now and they actually blaming on me even though wasn't me who sent him all those image, why won't he just ask my friends????

I used to be an adventurer like you, until I took an arrow to the knee.

I gave up too much.
For a thousand time I said.
But still, something stopping me to do so.

I am once a great person, and also a fool.
Even if I'm awesome now, fate doesn't change.
I meet mean people, very much.
People that stab me from the back,
untie my shoelace so I slow down.

I did not try, I never.
Try on Life, like literally.
I never, go forward.
Until I realized, I'm on the back.

This is a true story.
Never slow yourself down,
don't find reason to step down.
I doubted, I chosen, I regretted, for what I did.
But,
To make some occasion better,
I replaced the words, 'If Only'
To 'Next Time'.

Chances are given,
I have another chance to try on,
Why should I not?
It's better for everyone,
Every time when I tells somebody about my problem,
They told me that I'm good enough,
But yet, I wasn't trying my best.

I have to opportunity to RETRY, to REMATCH
Myself.

Mom, Dad.
Sometimes I just want SOMEONE to stress me, not SOMETHING.

Maybe that arrow didn't get to my knee.

Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese fellows!

Just brought a new MacBook, so now trying on the webcam.

The song I'm so into now.

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First post for the year 2012 eh?
Sorry I have been to Tumblr for the past months, because I have more privacy over there? Nah...

It's been a boring year, 2011 I mean.

Today, I woke up earlier just to have breakfast with my dad, Bah Kut Teh.
10am, I received missed call, a lot. Reminds me that Kuan Yee told me she's coming my place today. I call Lu Yee straight ahead, because she miss called me. Then after that, I msg Kuan Yee. She did call me back just to tell me that she still has a few house work to do before coming out. So wait shall I.

About 1pm, I'm still messing around, then phone ranged. Kuan Yee was standing outside my front door. (Oh and guess what, my position now, toilet.) and of course my mom picked up the phone. -Sigh- what a waste of credit, I just wave at her and hung up the phone without saying Hi.

Before I open my front door, my dad girly-yelled at me, he wasn't wearing anything on top. haha... So I brought him some time.

Kuan Yee sudden visit was on my expectation, because my brothers have been asking me since morning, whether she coming today or not. Well those are ON my expectation also, because on 31 Dec 2011, she came my house, and we had a lot of fun, so my brother ask her to come more often. They like her because she's also an Otaku, a gamer and a gundam merchant collector. My brothers has been searching for Otaku all around them, and hardly get one who also collect gundam. But I guess they also might like Iu Xiuan.

And so, they play Dead Island and Crysis 2, my brother even ask Kuan Yee to stop playing Left 4 Dead 2 just because its outdated.

Awhile after that, my mom ask her to have lunch because she haven't yet eat. Some Mandarin Medicine soup and Vege, meanwhile my dad have her to try his latest invention hhahaha... something to do with White Carrot, well now someone knows how to appreciate his invention. Japanese Meiju and coffee milk that we used to have when we have milk in the refrigerator. And then my dad's another invention, the something something garlic. Also my mom's garlic bread. She said she ate too much, but there's never enough for good food. We went to Harbour Place for awhile because I wanna get some grocery and when we came back home, the time flies, 6pm already. She packed her things up to get ready, my mom ask her to stay for dinner. Oh yea, the Bah Kut Teh hahahaha!! My dad cooked Bah Kut Teh before going out, home-cooked. So she stay for dinner and then go back home on 6:45pm.

Its been fun having her at our place, don't know how to explain but she's probably the most permanant friend I ever had. 5 years already. But still, I love all my friends.